Be Your Lover Forever (Alicia)

"In the past, if someone were to ruin your reputation, you would've definitely fought back!" Recalling the past, Victoria's mind was still stuck at the twhen Alicia cared a lot about herself. To Victoria, Alicia was the perfect princess in fairy tales. She loved herself a lot and she would always make sure that everything she did was perfect.

"Yes, I used to care a lot about it." She didn't like people judging her as if she was a promiscuous girl. She also hated the others who would regard her as a player, an ill-tempered girl, and someone who could never beca good wife based on her appearance.

All because she longed for love, so very deeply. She wanted a perfect love but yet she wanted to hold on to her self-esteem as well.

With a faint smile, Alicia poured swater for Victoria.

"People change. Now, there are sthings that I finally understand. If I always want to prove myself based on other's words, just imagine how tired my life would be. Those who believe inwouldn't need my clarification, and those who don't believe inwouldn't trust my words no matter how much I try to explain myself." Self-esteem really was nothing of worth when one was so poor that they had to worry about making it to the next day.

If in the past three years, she still had the attitude of being the high-and- mighty Miss Blanchard of the Blanchard family, she would never have let go of her self-esteem. She would've starved to death if she still cared about how others looked at her and judged her as well as if she was picky about her job.

"Ally, what's wrong? Why do you suddenly feel so down? Is there something wrong? If you're in trouble, just tell me. You're not-11 Something was definitely wrong! Ally looked so lifeless as if she lost the meaning of life.

"Ally, there is no problem that can't be solved. There are still a lot of people who don't have enough to even put food on the table. Compared with them, we are considered lucky and happy. Don't you overthink it!" Alicia tried to force a weak smile but in the end, she couldn't. Finally, she couldn't help but burst into tears. "Vicki, I seem to have made the smistake. I think I have fallen in love with... him! But, he... may soon abandon me!" As soon as Alicia thought of this, she couldn't hold herself back any longer. Tears started rolling down her face.

In the past few years, she had suppressed everything in her heart. She had to bear it alone as she had no one to talk to. Suddenly, there was a friend who cared a lot about her. Thus, she opened up and all the emotions flooded out. Alicia couldn't stop it.

No matter how strong she was or how hard she tried, she was still like a weak little girl, who was eager to be loved and to be protected! Handing over the tissue, Victoria was shocked.

"Hey, don't cry! Ally, the world is full of handsmen! Why would you be in love with an old b*stard? Old men are sc*mbags who cheat and lie to girls!" "Don't be sad. I'm telling you, in fact, you don't like him at all. You're just too tired and you were too starved for love and dependency! If a person suddenly comes out and helps you, you'll regard gratitude as love!" "Hey, what's so good about this uncle? Most of them are impotent and sof them even need Viagra in bed! They can't even last or satisfy your sexual needs. Plus, in the end, you would have to stay with them until they are even older and eventually die. Are you stupid? You can't even bring him out or stay at home, therefore it's not worth it, right?" "Don't cry! Men who don't want you are definitely dumb! You are so beautiful and independent and yet he does not want you! His brain must be malfunctioning... Well, you should be glad that you have dodged a bullet!" "I think it's better to have younger men, at least it would be a blessing to your eyes! Let the old fellas stay away! You're so beautiful, why would you be afraid that no one will love you?" Alicia's tears gradually stopped after Victoria's rant. She then burst out in laughter.

Who said that her 'uncle' was an ugly old man? Alicia had never seen any guy who was more handsand charming than Frederick! Even Jeremy lost to him! He was noble, domineering, and calm. This was the real aura of a leader, a king. He would definitely beat millions of younger guys.

Alicia sniffed and stopped crying. "Vicki, I just realised that you are so cute!" How dare she say that Frederick couldn't satisfy her? If he knew, Victoria would be doomed! After taking a tissue, Alicia wiped her face clean. For sreason, her anger seemed to have subsided and she felt more comfortable.

"Oh, my! Just please don't cry! Don't you know that when I see you cry, I feel like crying too! Alicia, when you burst into tears, I felt so distressed. Is your 'uncle' cold-hearted? Or is he half-blind?" Otherwise, how could he bear to hurt such a young beauty like Alicia?

While pondering, Victoria made a conclusion in her mind. He must be looking for a beautiful woman to have fun every night If she didn't abandon him, sh she would be drained m to death! After all, with Alicia's beauty and talent, how would Jeremy who was known as "Mister steal-your-girl" back then fell head over heels for her? How could any man refuse Alicia? Thinking of Frederick, the corners of Alicia's mouth couldn't help but turn upside down again. "Alas-" Frederick was not an ordinary man. What kind of woman could he not get his hands on?

"Well, don't be so sentimental! After all, if it is meant to be, it will be. There is no need to force it. To be honest, have you ever thought about your relationship with Jeremy? Nothing is set in stone, how can you be so sure that your love for that uncle is not because of gratitude? When people are weak, it's easy to be confused! Maybe when you wake up from this illusion, you won't even think about it this way!" After drinking swater to moisten her throat, Victoria continued. "I always felt that I loved coffee but no matter what, I still prioritize plain water. Therefore, Ally, people will be confused at times. No matter whether it is true or false, let nature take its course! You will be lucky if you get it and if you give your best, you won't regret it! It is not difficult to find a guy!" "If you lack men, then more than half of the women in the world can be single forever! There is no need for us to lose ourselves in unrequited love, right? Victoria took a piece of the dessert and passed it to Ally while nodding her head, looking very serious.

"Ally, I think the most important thing now is to walk out of your past! You have completely gotten rid of the damage that Jeremy inflicted upon you. I am sure you clearly know what kind of man you want. Anyway, I think I that you don't really love that uncle... It may not be true love, maybe it was just a moment of confusion! With Jeremy and Lindsay present, I am sure that your mind is muddled! Have you seen through what kind of person that old man is? He has not even abandoned you yet but you have already cried yourself to this state. Isn't it embarrassing?" "Come, eat sdessert to make yourself feel better!" Alicia finally smiled after listening to Victoria's lecture. "Perhaps you're right!" X