CEO He : Please Don't Love Me

It took Shen Weisheng a long time to say anything after Shen Youlin's words.

"What? …rehabilitation center…"

He murmured to himself as he looked at his younger sister.

Shen Youlin nodded her head lightly with firm eyes.

The firmness in those eyes made Shen Weisheng's heart clench.

The next moment, he dragged his chair near Shen Youlin's chair and held his sister's hands gently. Shen Youlin frowned at his actions but Shen Weisheng seemed to ignore it. His one hand patted Shen Youlin's hair gently as he whispered softly

"Youlin, why do you want to go there? Is it about ..."

Shen Weisheng paused for a second as he looked at Shen Youlin. When he saw no traces of discomfort on Shen Youlin's face, he continued 

"Is it about your drug addiction? If it is, then don't worry about that. Brother had already prepared everything and I promise you that you will be able to leave it without joining any rehabilitation center."

In fact, Shen Weisheng had prepared a whole schedule for Shen Youlin.

After reading a few books, talking with his friends, and doing some research on the internet, he had decided that he would make Shen Youlin's life so busier that she would not get the time to think about those drugs.

He had found his arrangement very reliable as Mo Roulan had also told him that she had done the same thing before and Shen Youlin had managed to avoid the drugs for a whole week.

Although she had said that she had to keep an eye on Shen Youlin for most of the hours, Shen Weisheng was ready to do that also. 

If Mo Roulan could do that for his sister, then why couldn't he?   

He just didn't want to send Shen Youlin to a place where he would not be able to see and talk to her.

Rehabilitation center… He knew its strict rules.

How will his sister live there?

Shen Weisheng came out of his trance when he felt Shen Youlin trying to free her hands from his hold. When he raised his head to look at her, he saw Shen Youlin's confusion-filled eyes and a frown on her forehead.

Only then did Shen Weisheng realize that how strange his behavior must have been in Shen Youlin's eyes and he took back his hand from her soft and fluffy head reluctantly.

On the other hand, Shen Youlin who saw the concern and panic on Shen Weisheng's face, felt very strange inside his heart.

Very forcefully, she suppressed her heart that surged at his affection and care. The affection and care that a brother should hold for a sister.

She must be hallucinating. Thought Shen Youlin as she rested her hands on her lap from the table and glanced away from Shen Weisheng's hopeful eyes.

Hope…what was that for…

Shen Weisheng sighed heavily when he noticed her actions. She was clearly avoiding him but he can't let her do this now.

This decision was very important for her life and for once, Shen Weisheng really wished to be a part of his sister's life.

"Youlin…I am not forcing you to change your decision. I just…I just want to know why do you feel a need to join rehabilitation center. If it is about arrangements then Elder Brother can promise you that I will arrange everything for you here."

Said Shen Weisheng unknown how Shen Youlin's eyes flickered coldly at his words.

It was only when Shen Youlin looked at him with an emotionless face did Shen Weisheng understand that he seemed to have say something wrong that made Shen Youlin angry.

But when he thought over his words he couldn't find anything wrong with them. However, he didn't need to wait any longer as Shen Youlin soon answered his questions.

"Why…why don't you want me to join rehabilitation center? Oh…I understand. So you think that I will destroy the reputation of Shen family if I will join a rehabilitation center, right?"

Shen Weisheng was startled by her words. He had never expected Shen Youlin to think something like this. 

The next moment he felt very angry and said emotionlessly

"What rubbish are you talking about? Why would I care whatever happens to Shen family?"

However, Shen Youlin didn't believe his words and sneered silently as she said

"Do not try to pretend in front of me, Shen Weisheng."

She stood up from the chair and said

"Isn't that the only reason for tolerating me in your house? …Don't worry. You don't have to tolerate me anymore. I will leave form here and don't worry for me after that also. I will never tell anyone that I belong to Shen family in the future. So stop interfering in my life from now on."

Shen Youlin scoffed and turned around to leave.

However, just as she took one step, Shen Weisheng's cold voice stopped her.

"Youlin, come here and sit down. We will have a talk and sort this entire out,"

Shen Youlin, however, just paused to hear his words for a moment and then continued to walk forward.

Behind her, Shen Weisheng suddenly pressed his temple seeing his stubborn sister. He doesn't want to do this but he would have to.

"Shen Zhilan still doesn't know about your little secrets." 

And Shen Youlin stopped instantly.

Standing at the same spot, Shen Youlin turned around to look at Shen Weisheng with a smirk on her lips.

"Oh…so you will threaten me now. But the sad thing is that… you don't know that she already knows about my drug addiction. So you don't have anything to threaten me now. I can go wherever I want."

Shen Youlin was about to turn around but she heard Shen Weisheng's again.

"Are you sure that this is your only secret, Youlin?"

And Shen Youlin paused again.

Another secret…she has it but Shen Weisheng should not know anything about it….then how?

This moment, her face was pale as she turned to look at Shen Weisheng slowly with wide eyes.   

"W…what secret …are you talking about?"

It took her a great effort to let out these words.

Shen Weisheng's heart and mind said that he should not say his next words but he knew that if he didn't he would not be able to stop Shen Youlin from leaving his mansion.

"That you are a lesbian."

And Shen Youlin collapsed on the floor instantly. The fear clouded her mind as she stared at nothing.

Shen Weisheng had expected to see a shocked Shen Youlin but he had never expected that Shen Youlin would react like this.

"Youlin…"

He shouted loudly when he saw Shen Youlin falling to the floor.

His shout attracted the servants working inside the mansion and they came inside the dining room. They couldn't understand anything as they saw Shen Weisheng picking Shen Youlin from the floor who had a lost look on her face.

Shen Weisheng didn't pay attention to them as he exited the dining room with Shen Youlin in his arms.

He walked to the room where Shen Youlin was staying and laid her down on the bed.

However, Shen Youlin instantly sat up on the bed and held his arm firmly.

Shen Weisheng's heart clenched with her next words.

"I …I will do anything…just don't tell anyone about this…okay?"

The fear in Shen Youlin's eyes made Shen Weisheng's eyes teary. His eyes went red with pain and anger as he remembered whatever the detective had told him.

The things that You Youxin made her do just to hide this secret of hers…

'Was not he doing the same?' Shen Weisheng thought suddenly

He was also threatening Shen Youlin with the secret that she feared to reveal in front of anyone.

How was he different from You Youxin?

The thought filled Shen Weisheng's heart with immense guilt.

He immediately held the hand that was holding his arm. Stroking his sister's hair gently Shen Weisheng whispered as he looked into her eyes.

"Youlin, I will never tell anyone anything. Don't worry. Brother promises you."

Shen Youlin still looked dazed and Shen Weisheng could see that she was still very afraid and didn't believe his words.

Shen Weisheng tried to understand his sister.

He had actually been very surprised when he had come to know about this secret of Shen Youlin. It also took him a few moments to register everything but he soon accepted the fact that his sister was a lesbian.

He had studied abroad for a few years so Shen Weisheng had already seen many homosexual people, however, he never knew that how he should behave if his own sister was one of them.

But he soon found it out.

He just has to be normal with Shen Youlin and this is what her fear demanded. It was still very difficult for his sister to come out in front of anyone if her secret got revealed.

Shen Weisheng came to understand.

As he looked at his dazed sister, Shen Weisheng promised her something that she had asked him for after so many years for the first time.

"Youlin"

He cupped her cheek and said

"Since you want to go to rehabilitation center then brother will send you there."