Crossdressing To Survive An Apocalypse

Chapter 275 – Dear To My Heart

WARNING: CONTAINS EXPLICIT DESCRIPTION OF SXUAL ACTIVITY, CURSE WORDS AND HOMOPHOBIA.

CHILDREN BELOW 18 DO NOT READ.

Peng Peng pushed him down and tore into his clothes. Enough was enough being patient was killing him. It has been almost two months since he had a good fuck.

'oh it's time to unwrap my dear present…." he gently pinched his nipples. "Darling… you know what to do right.."

"Right I do!" Qian grabbed his waist and rolled them over. His stiff fingers struggled with the buttons on his shirt. "umm… it's just I'm nervous..

Peng Peng reached out and tore his shirt as well. He grabbed his hand and placed it on his chest. "go on, have a feel.. I bet you will like it.."'

Qian started to gulp loudly as he graced his fingertips over his chest. Like a careful cat, he was touching so delicately.

"I'm not a glass vase….. You've got to be rough my dear,"' he grabbed his hand and placed it on his twitching member. "I think I might already be on my heat~ oh what to do.. Qian.. can you quench my thirsty hole?."

"fuckkk…."

Qian grabbed his pants and pulled them off his body. His lover's full body was a sight to behold.

Peng Peng's waist was thin and his skin was soft and supple. He gently raked his fingers over his chest all the way over to his taut waist. His bellow button was protruding.

He slightly scratched it with his fingernail. "it's cute…"

Peng Peng chuckled softly. "You're cute.. gosh your body is gorgeous.. look at those abs. You don't even work out. How do you maintain this bod." He pinched his nipples again.

"I run.." Qian panted loudly. "Peng ah.. why did you ask me out that day? Was it my body? or my charming personality that attracted you," he kissed his chin softly and bit into it.

His lover arched his head back, letting out a breathy moan. "Neither, I loved your chivalry. Who doesn't like a knight on a white horse…"

All of a sudden, Peng Peng's smile became weird.

Qian paused a bit and gently kissed his chin. "Peng ah. If you have any troubles, you can always confide in me. I will be the shoulders for you to lean on. Always.."

"I-it's nothing really…"

"It's something I'm sure." He peered at his trembling lashes. "shh…. calm down a bit and tell me. What's making your heart ache like this?"

Peng Peng looked up at him with tears in his eyes. "why.. why did you choose me?"

"huh.. Why do you ask? Peng Peng what's making you so insecure?"

Peng Peng closed his face with his hand and refused to look at him/

"Darling, won't you tell me? Won't you share your burden with me?"

"You will think it's… childish…and you will laugh at me."

"No, I won't. I will laugh at your problems.." Qian gently kissed his knuckles. "Look into my eyes Peng. Do I look like I'm lying?"

Peng Peng hesitantly removed his hand and gazed up at him. his beautiful slanted eyes were filled with unshed tears.

Qian gently kissed them away. "shh… if you can't tell me now. I'll wait. I'll wait however long as you want. But don't keep it in your heart."

Peng Peng pulled him down by his shoulders and hugged him tightly. His soft breath breezed by his ears. "I.. I have always been an outcast since I was young. It was because of my hobbies….I…I liked makeup you see. Whenever I saw a cover model in magazines I would look at their flawless face and analyze what products they have used. It was my guilty pleasure…."

"But no one understood my hobbies… I was okay with it… but.. my parents.. They were not. they hated it. they hated that I loved makeup. they said that makeup makes a man… 'fag' as they would call it…"

Sniffling softly, he hid his face in the nook of his shoulders. Qian hugged him tightly patting his back.

"I.. I was okay then too…. I ran away from home when I was just a teenager. It was fine, I worked part times and followed my dream… one day my parents came to meet me. they looked so happy to see me. I was elated.. it was just like back in those days. We laughed and laughed. But at the end of the day they…. they gave me a photo of a girl and said she was my marriage prospectus."

Peng Peng chuckled dryly. His tears started to roll down. "that was when I understood…to my parents I was an embarrassment. They wanted to chase the 'fag' away… they wanted to 'cure' me as they would put it,"

"Oh Peng ah.." Qian kissed his eyes. "shh… shh… don't cry darling,"

"Just as they wished I started seeing this girl, my fiancé. Qian… it was so painful…deceiving her was the most painful thing I've ever done.. I was so so painful. It felt like I was running into a wall every day. I.. felt helpless… I felt like I was all alone in this world. No one understood me. One day something broke in me.. I ran away again…. this time for good. I threw away their contact… it felt liberating."

"I started sleeping around. One man came, then the next.. Everyone whispered such sweet words into my ears, had their way with me….. but at the end of the day a tag was attached to my head. 'Slut' 'man whore'….everyone wanted me for my body. It was okay too… I was okay with being treated like that.. I was doing okay….. but why did you have to treat me so tenderly? I am just a whore…..Why.. i.. I don't deserve it you, idiot. With your looks character and your wealth you can have just…"

Qian kissed his lips hard, plunging his tongue inside. he kissed him until l his lover's stiff shoulder loosened up. "I don't want just anyone. Don't you know that… if you hadn't approached me, I would have probably ended up being a single dog for life."

Peng Peng wiped the corner of his mouth, softly frowning. "but many women and men would have approached you. you.. You're handsome!"

"yes, but I never gave them the chance to. Peng ah, do you think that day was the first day you met me?"

It was Peng Peng's turn to be surprised. "it wasn't?"

"nope, we have met before."

"when?"

Qian smirked widely. "keep guessing and tell me when you can remember." He pulled his thighs apart and knelt in between. He gently pinched his manhood.

Peng Peng hissed. "That hurt~"

"oh sorry…. but Peng ah why are you leaking so much.." he rubbed him through his underwear. "You like pain don't you?"

Peng Peng nodded with a shy look on his face. "I know it's werid.. but…"

"It's not weird.. I love this side of you. ah gosh I love everything about you." Qian gently kissed down his neck over to his shoulder bone. He was skinny and his bones were protruding a bit.

He bit into it creating a small bruise.

"Darling?"

"hmm?" Peng Peng glanced down, wiping his nose.

"Have you ever enjoyed love making slow and sweet?"

"I don't know.. I have never liked it slow… it doesn't feel good." Peng Peng reached for the tissue and wiped his nose.

"Can I try to be slow? Just this once. If you don't lie kit we will do it fast,"

"Okay~" Peng Peng softly smiled up at him. "' woo me with a new kind of vanilla sex, my love,"

"Gosh calling it that makes me feel inferior," Qian went low and kissed his manhood.

His lover was already hard and standing erect. He gently kissed the tip and bit into his foreskin.

Peng Peng let out a throaty moan. "There.. I like it there~"

"here," he licked the space between his foreskin and his penis. "You like it here?"

"yes~ oh that feels so good…"

Qian bit into his skin gently.

"mnnnn ahhh.. more.."

With a wide smirk, Qian glanced up at him. "ill show you vanilla…" he pulled his thighs over his shoulders and dragged his ass closer. He kissed the area between his balls and his twitching hole.

"oh.. oh god… touch me there Qian. hurry…" he tugged at his hair.

Chuckling Qian licked his hole slightly. "You like it here?" he inserted his index finger in. It went in so easily. Inside was warm and slick… "Darling did you prepare yourself?"

"yes~" Peng hugged his thighs together trapping his head in between. "I wanted to trap you in-between my legs until you fuck me."

"hahaha… ow ow I think my neck is cramping,"

"sorry," Peng Peng released him immediately.

Qian took this chance to bite into his thighs. "You naughty little cat. Is that why you were sexily sprawled on the sofa?"

"hmm mnn…. it's my sexy pose. Did it work?"

"It worked too well," he leaned over and rubbed his manhood over his ass. He was still wearing his jeans and the rough material rubbed against his hard cock, making it slightly sore.

"fuck…."' he fiddled with his button. It was unbearably hard to open. 'why now.. My lover is waiting with his legs apart and why are you betraying me my pant!'

"Let me.." Peng Peng reached out and tore the zipper. "There, problem solved~"

"That's one way of doing it…"