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hell did you stop?” she looks at me questioningly as if she didn’t understand.
you really have the nerve to ask me that?” I growl, feeling fed up with the way she treats
me. “Get out”
“No. I’m not leaving. Not until you tell me what I have done”
Damn. Was she really clueless, or was she just playing dumb? I can’t believe that she
would even ask me
that. Didn’t she see anything wrong with what she was doing? Or how she’s treating me?
“Calvin” she calls and goes to take my hand. I step back and glare at her,
I am disgusted in myself. I can’t believe I’ve allowed her to treat me and Gunner like shit
for years.
“Tell me one thing” I take a deep breath. “Do you love me?”
She looks at me for a split second before she looks away, It F***ing hurt. So much, but
that was the
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“Do you feel anything for me apart from lust?” My voice is thick and strained, even to my
own years,
I have never asked her this. Never asked her directly if she cared for, I shouldn’t have,
because it’s clear
that she doesn’t.
“What about our son?”
I can handle anything. If she doesn’t F***ing love me, I can deal with that. What I can’t
deal with is her
refusing to love Gunner. He wasn’t a stranger, or a boy I adopted. He was her F***ing son,
yet she refused
to acknowledge that.
My heart continues to break when she remains silent. The silence between us speaks
louder than any
word that would ever be uttered.
“I’m F***ing talking to you.” Grabbing her chin forcefully. I make her look at me. “Do you
care about us?”
Her eyes fill with tears as she stares at me with an emotion I can’t comprehend. Her tears
would move
me before, but not anymore.
I am just F***ing tired. Tired of being just a warm b*dy that she uses on occasion to get
off.
Sighing, I release her as if she’d burned me. I was fighting my emotions, and I was
precariously close to
losing my shit.
Fuck, why does it hurt so badly?
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er, grounding my teeth against the pain that was threatening to swallow me whole.
Fdon’t give her the chance to finish her sentence.
“Fucking leave my goddamn house, Emma, before I say or do something I’ll regret.” I yell,
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How can she not see the pain she’s causing me? Causing Gunner…Or is it that she just
doesn’t care that
she’s hurting us?
“Please just listen to me.”
“So that you can spew bullshit? Or is it so you can manipulate me in order to get me to
sleep with you?” I try to calm myself down. “You’re a selfish little bitch, and I am done
letting you play games with mine and my son’s hearts. Get out of our lives, Emma. We
don’t need you. We never have, and we never will.”
“You and I are done. I don’t want you anywhere near me or Gunner. I hope the F***ing love
you held on to for Rowan keeps you warm at night when you’re lonely and he’s with Ava.
She’s a woman you’ll never measure up to, and I hope you feel the same pain you’ve put
me through when you see her with Rowan. Now get out of my F***ing house.”
With that, I grab her hand and kick her out of my house and life.
Ava was right. I deserve better than Emma. It was time I let go of my love for her because
she wasn’t
worth it.
From now on, she means nothing to me. She could rot in hell for all I care.