NovelEnglishChapter 162 I feel so tired
Lu Yuping didn't wait for her to finish. Her voice was trembling."Jiang Lingzhi, I'm really disappointed in you!"
After saying this, she turned around and went upstairs to her room.
With a bang, the door was slammed shut.
Jiang Lingzhi's shoulders trembled, and she felt a lump in her throat. She lowered her head, and her bean-sized tears finally fell uncontrollably.
She raised her hand and wiped away her tears.
However, no matter how hard she tried to wipe her tears away, she could not stop them from falling.
The drops of water fell on her clothes and slowly bloomed, dyeing the entire place.
She was actually afraid to hear such words from Lu Yuping.
"I'm so disappointed in you."
Ever since he was young, he was most afraid of hearing such words.
Therefore, she had to strive to be the best in everything and do her best in everything.
In fact, when she was still young, she had accidentally overheard the conversation between her parents and grandfather.
Follow on NovᴇlEnglish.nᴇtBecause of the mindset of the older generation, Grandpa had always requested to have a boy so that he could carry on the family line.
But ever since she gave birth to Jiang Lingzhi, Lu Yuping's health had not been very good.
Jiang Puqing's heart ached for Lu Yuping, so he withstood the pressure and said that it was enough for their family to only have one girl, Zhizhi.
Actually, Jiang Ling knew that Lu Yuping was strict with her because she did not want her grandfather to have anything to say. She did not want him to feel that girls were always inferior to boys.
She had always wanted to do well for her.
However, no matter how hard she tried, she could not become a boy.
At this moment, Jiang Lingzhi suddenly had self-doubt.
It was as if all his years of hard work had been wiped away at this moment.
Then why did she do all this?
She suddenly felt that everything she did was wrong.
He returned to his room.
Jiang Lingzhi was extremely depressed.
She sat there in a daze for a while. Her mind was in a mess. She picked up the phone on the bedside table and dialed Fu Baixue's number.
The phone rang three times before it was picked up.
"Little Xue…"
It was very quiet on the other end of the phone.
Jiang Lingzhi did not need her to say anything. She just wanted to find someone to talk to.
"I-I can't hold on much longer. I've disappointed her again. I'm also very disappointed in myself…"
As Jiang Lingzhi spoke, her tears fell, and her voice was a little choked up.""Can you come and accompany me? I feel so tired…"
There was no sound from the other end of the phone.
Jiang Lingzhi sniffled. She was only able to release her weakness for a short period of time. She wiped her tears with the back of her hand and pressed down on her phone.
She lowered her head and held back her tears for a while.
She threw her phone on the bedside table and felt as if she was floating on the clouds.
Jiang Lingzhi walked to the window and saw a pack of women's cigarettes on it.
Fu Baixue had forgotten to take it with her before she left last night.
Jiang Lingzhi lowered her eyes and stared at the pack of cigarettes for a while. She raised her hand to pick it up and held it in her palm.
Follow on Novᴇl-Onlinᴇ.cᴏmShe didn't even change her clothes. She went downstairs with the pack of cigarettes, found a lighter, and went out.
The villa area had a lot of entertainment facilities, and the swing and other fitness equipment were quite complete.
At this time, there was no one here.
Jiang Lingzhi found a swing and sat down. Her eyes were red and she was in a daze for a while. It was as if she could sit there until the end of time.
Her eyes were a little bitter.
She lowered her eyes and stared at the lady's cigarette in her hand for a while before taking one out.
Jiang Lingzhi used her red lips to cover the long cigarette. She placed the cigarette box by the side and picked up the lighter to light the cigarette.
She had never smoked before.
10,000 sentences instantly flashed through his mind.
Forget it, just let it be.
He no longer had to be afraid of letting others down.
She imitated Fu Baixue from last night and took a deep breath.
The smoke entered her lungs, and Jiang Lingzhi choked and coughed a few times.
As she coughed, tears started to fall.
Jiang Lingzhi used the back of her hand to wipe away her tears. She took a sip of the cigarette and planned to take another sip.
In the next second.
The long and thin cigarette between her red lips was sucked away.
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