Loving The Dragon Lord CEO

245 Sad and Lonely

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CHAPTER 245

“I’m sorry but this, all of this isn’t for me. I cannot stay here with you. I appreciate what you did for saving us but I would not pay you back with my body.”

He felt a stab of pain rush at his heart from net words, that had never been his intention but she thought it was. Never would he want her to give herself to him as a payback.

No, he would never reduce her to such a thing. How would she think that?

Wanting to help correct that notion, Xander took a step forward at her but Jade opened her eyes that moment and stepped back with a greater strength and force of determination in her eyes.

“So my answer is no.”

“Jade.”

Nor wanting to hear another excuse or even give him the opportunity to act the way he dis before, she turned around and dashed out of his magnificent room, leaving him sad and lonely.

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He watched helplessly as the love of his life ran away from him. Not being able to do much, he turned around and marched angrily toward his balcony as he slammed his fist hard against the wall.

“Arrghh!”

He was a mess just because of her. The pain he had to bear, the restrictions he had to give in just so she would not hate him, just so she wojld be happy and things would fo at her pace.

All of it all... His sacrifice was for nothing. Rather Jade was still being so stubborn. Too stubborn in fact for him.

His blood boiled within him. He wasn’t wmad at her. No he was mad at himself for ever falling prey of the trick by the Anders and allowing his life be like this.

“Urrghhh!” He let out a low feral grunt... He was mad. He was angry and Xavier was not helping matters.

He apologized to her before hand for a reason because he knew how Xavier could get and it wasn’t like he fully gave him control. If he did she would not have been spared he wojld have had her and ahe woukd beg him to do ir.

Dragons were primal creatures and sensual too, how did she think it was for him?

When he apologized, he allowed Xiavier shift his consciousness more snd take part lead. Xavier bring a possessive side of him could nit help it as he latched on her skin.

At that moment, their only though was one, bring her pleasure by heightening her feel and leave her panting, begging for more.

Unlike Xander who was being considerate, Xavier wasn’t. He loved being intimate with her and if striking the mate bond into action woukd get her where he wanted, then by all means he did.

His mate always being by his side was not helping, his own arousal ticking each second by her and when he inhaled her scent, gosh he was brain wrecked.

If not for anything but the constant growling and chanting of Xavier was enough to break all of his restrictions. Still he waited.

He wanted to cherish her. He loved jer and wanted to atone because above all of his mental sufferings her happiness stood first.

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Running as fast as her feet could take her Jade made her way back downstairs.

On getting there, she met two of the maids. Surprisingly, they were waiting for her. She had not expected them to be there so she braced up and walked normally to where they stood.

“Please can yiu take me to my room?”

“This way ma’am,” one of the girls said, gesturing towards where they had taken Asia, they began their journey to one of the big rooms in the second floor.

“Here ma’am. Miss Asia would be joining you soon.”

“If you need anything, yiu can use the telephone and inform us. We would be up to tend to you immediately,” the second maid informed her.

“Thanks.” She tirned on the door knob herself and walked in, but not before waving at the maids to dismiss them.

Once in, she took little timw appreciating thw beauty of the room. It was like a mini condo unit but large enough for a self contain.

There was a big bed in the middle of the room with two chairs and small table at the middle to serve as a parlour.

To thw left side was a door leading to rhw bathroom and toilet and then lastly, the part she wasn’t expecting, a mini side kitchen.

There was much there to be honest. Save for a few plates and spoons, cups, jug, a mini fridge, a microwave. Though it was unnecessary for thr dragons but it was there for people like her and Asia.

Close tot he little kitchen Island was a single chair and a table to have your meal at.

She smiled at the carefully thought out plan and need the room was prepared to cater for.

Obviously the owner had thought wisely wen building it.

At that moment, she forgot her anher towards him and gave him a mental thumbs up.

Feeling satisfied with what she had, she went towards the balcony of the room, standing a little bit out as she gazed afar off into the wandering clouds.

Subconsciously shrme reached uo with her left hand to feel at the places his lips teased on her flesh.

Her mind did a mental flash back for her, replaying all that had transpired between them for her.

She took in a deep breath, exhaling loudly as she welcomed the thoughts of what had transpired between them even though her mind kicked against it, the seed he soewdvin ger had began taking effect on her body.

She felt hot, needy, wanting. She wanted for him to continue his manifestation. To kiss her deeply snd hold her, to please her as she did him but then...

Life was way mire than that and she did not want to give in.

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Sorry guys. I know it is hard for you all, wanting them to consummate the bind already but I am trying to be realistic here.

Though both men betrayed or hurt her, Xander’s was worse as she list all she knew. The pain remains snd hurts more than she dying.

Regardless, with more attacks from Anders, it got to d point she cudnt handle it anymore and dhe gave in. Forgiving him and wanting her relationship.

So bear with me.