Chapter 180
Leila slams the door shut, scared and in tears as she runs out of the room and Tatum feels like the door was
slammed against his heart.
He would deserve it, he deserves it, he deserves for his heart to be placed under a rock and smashed repeatedly
until it's nothing but mush for all the pain that he has caused her, the woman that he loves, his one and only
desire. He never thought that it was possible to love her anymore than he already did but fuck, it is, he falls in
love all over again everythe sets eyes on her, his desire grows deeper, taking root in his very soul.
All he wants to do is make her happy, keep the light in her eyes and the smile on her face but how can he even
do that when it was he who strangled her happiness, snuffed out the light in her eyes and drained off the smile
on her face.
He slowly pushes his body up to sit on the floor, leaving the wood in his chest because it is the only thing that
can stop him from going after her. The smell of her arousal hanging in the room is driving him crazy, his wolf is
thrashing hard in his head, fighting him for control, his cock is so hard, if it gets any harder, it'll burst.
'Mate, | want mate," his wolf cries in his head, taking control of Tatum's body and he pulls the stake out of
Tatum's chest, bolting out of the door in pursuit of Leila.
'No, you'll hurt her, you'll fucking hurt her, stop," Tatum protests but his body is no longer his and he cannot stop
the growl that escapes him as he sees Leila ahead. Leila turns and the fear he sees in her eyes breaks his heart.
No, not fear, she shouldn't be scared of him, he will never hurt her, not again, not ever.
He can handle the hatred in her eyes when she talks to him, he can stomach the anger in her voice but fear, no,
she could go away again, leave the pack for good if she doesn't feel safe around him of all people and he can
lose her for real this time.
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knows it won't be long before he loses it again, the haze is too strong, his cock is throbbing hard with such an
immense pain it's like if he doesn't get a release soon, he'll fucking die from it.
He staggers through the corridor, clattering into the walls, bleeding all over the place from the gaping wound in
his chest but neither that nor the pain in his crotch matches the pain in his heart.
All he wants is a chance to do right by her, to treat her like the fucking queen that she is, not drive her away like
this.
What if she never speaks to him again?
He jumps down a flight of stairs into the basement, his father's old torture bunker where he brought rogues to
torture. He needs something that can permanently weaken him
because with how much desil net
he
feels right now, once his wolf takes back control, nothing will stop him from going to her, even into her
fucking house.
He trashes through the chemicals on a counter beside the door, smashing vial after vial until he finds what he is
looking for, wolfsbane.
It would slow down his healing and
sap his strength and even if his wolf takes control, his body will be too weak to do anything, this is the only way
he can stop himself, it is the
least he will do for her.
He empties the vial down his throat and immediately, he clutches it as the wolfsbane sears his inside, burning
his throat, down to his chest like he drank molten from a volcano.
Tatum drops to his knees, clutches
his throat, digging into it with his
claws like he is trying to reach inside his throat to stop the pain, his
wound stops healing, his body
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He'll never hurt Leila again, never put her in harm's way, he'll die before he lets anything happen to her.
Carmela can try every spell in her
book, every trick up her sleeve but he
will not be Ang gscandifrie,
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ith her beats a thousand lifetimes
with Carmela. He loves Leila the
same, mate bond or not and all he
wants is a chance to redeem himself.