Chapter Seventy-Nine: Joining them
I watched Tillie and Jason moving together. They seemed to fit, his lean dancer’s body was all hard angles. Moving with Tillie
who was all soft curves, her pretty face was flushed as she let him pull the pleasure from her body until they were both crying out
together.
The way that he spoke to her, how he dominated her sent the most pleasurable chills up my spine. It was a beautiful thing to
watch, how even in his strength he was making love to her. When they cried out together, I longed to go to them but I didn’t.
Both of them needed this moment.
Tillie cried out and I could tell from the way that her face twisted up that she was coming. That the release was sweet and just
what she needed. Her arms were shaking but Jason didn’t let her arms down. No, he kept going chasing his own release until he
came growling out her name.
They stayed tucked together for a moment before he let her arms down and she looked over at me. Her eyes growing wide as
they moved down my body, lingering on my cock.
She licked her lips and I had to fight back a moan. Did she even know how sexy she looked right now? How much I wanted her.
No, that wasn’t right.
I needed her like the air that I was breathing. She was my mate.
forward but I didn’t move.
Jason hadn’t done the same and what if he didn’t want me to join them? If he didn’t, I didn’t know if I would be able to take it. I
needed them both so much. I needed to belong to them.
She was human, but I wanted her to claim me. I wanted her marks on my throat just like I wore his.
Jason lowered Tillie until her feet rested on the ground. His hands moved to her cheeks and I knew just from what I could feel
coming from the bond that this was a big moment.
I could feel a warm rush building up in my chest and it made me wonder if this was what love felt like? I had never felt this feeling
before, but I knew if it was always this good with them that I was going to become addicted.
Addicted to this feeling, to the taste and smell of their coupling.
Jason cupped her cheeks, guiding her face so that she was looking at him instead of me and I felt my heart drop. Was this the
moment where he was going to tell her that he didn’t want me to be with her?
That he didn’t want to share her with me. My heart thudded loudly in my chest and I could hear my pulse in my ears. I didn’t want
that. If that happened, I didn’t know what I was going to do.
I started to step away from the bathroom, if he was going to say it. I didn’t want to hear him telling her that we couldn’ t be
together. It would hurt too much and I knew that I wouldn’t be able to heal from it.
“You are mine. I don’t want you to ever forget that. I’m yours. I’ll always be your partner, your mate. But Tillie, you are mine.” His
words were softly spoken and I felt my heart breaking. The alpha was laying his claim on her.
I turned away from them, listening to their soft words. The
er way that he was taking care of her, it felt like I was dying inside but I would be strong. I wouldn’t let the pain show. I didn’t want
to take away from the moment that they were having.
When Jason called out to me, it felt like my heart had stopped beating.
“Come join us.” I turned back, looking over at Tillie and Jason, trying not to get my hopes up. “Gideon, I said come join us.”
I didn’t know that it was possible to have such a whiplash of emotions. My wolf and I went from depressed to elated in seconds. I
turned back to face the two of them, making my way over to the shower. It would be a tight fit, but I was going to be with them.
Jason moved away from Tillie, stepping under the spray of hot water and she stepped closer. Holding her hand out to me, I
brought my fingers to hers, sliding them along her palm. Sparks moved across my skin and I closed my eyes. Shivering at the
pleasure that shot straight to my cock. If her touching my hand felt this good, I could only imagine what it would be like when she
touched the rest of me.
“Come here, Gideon. Let’s get cleaned up.” Tillie said, her
cheeks heating up with a blush that I wanted to taste. That wasn’t the only thing that I wanted to taste..
Tillie wrapped her fingers around my wrist, pulling me closer so that her soft curves were pressed tight against me. My body felt
hot and I bit my lower lip to hold back the needy sound that was working its way up my throat as she
leaned closer to me. Her lips pressed against mine and I closed my eyes, letting her take control of the kiss.
Kissing Tillie was like nothing I had ever felt before. I felt like I could spend hours tasting her lips and feeling the soft brush of
them against my own for hours and it would never be enough.
I moved my hand up to her hip, moaning at the feel of her warm skin beneath my palm. Her tongue moved against the
seam of my lips and I parted them with a whimper. When her tongue brushed against mine, my cock jumped and I pressed
myself tighter against her.