My first choice was to ask her to park the car somewhere for a moment but thinking about it, I shouldn’t do that considering she even took a bit of time to calm down and be stable enough to drive the car.
We already experienced a similar scenario before, after all. And back then, she would never drive while she was not in a calm state. That’s why I better be careful about this.
Now that Satsuki was out of commission for the time being, that left the two of us here. It’s the perfect opportunity if I wanted to hear her thoughts. Moreover, it's the same for me. I could express to her how much I enjoyed it.
And honestly, even if Satsuki was awake, talking to the woman was already within my plan.
Eguchi-sensei was already someone so special to me. I wouldn't be able to say that this day turned out perfectly if I left what happened to dangle in front of us without properly dealing with it.
“Un. Yes, we should talk, Onoda-kun.”
Upon saying that, the car visibly slowed down but not enough to stop somewhere. She’s taking precautions. Rather than completely delay us, slowing down the speed must be tolerable for her.
Thankfully, the route we were traveling on wasn’t heavy in traffic. If someone was behind her, they could switch lanes to pass by. However, some of those might be pissed from how slow she drives.
In any case, that’s a minor problem.
After the speed stabilized, Eguchi-sensei glanced at me using the mirror again.
As for me, I kept my eyes on her side frame, watching her closely.
Earlier, the reason she was silent there was because she's stuck in a loop. And now that time has passed, she could finally talk about it without getting stuck again.
Upon making sure that no one was ahead and she was driving on a straight road, she took a moment to properly face me by twisting her body to the side.
Her eyes alternated between me and the girl comfortably resting on my chest.
That made her smile wryly. If I had to guess, she was also worrying about how to face the girl from now on.
Maybe because of remembering what happened, or just the effect of my coat still with her, Eguchi-sensei’s face took on a crimson color again. And in my eyes, she still appeared fascinatingly erotic.
It might just be my personal eye filter towards the women in my life but even so, I was undoubtedly drawn to her
And it didn’t come as a surprise that Eguchi-sensei was the same as me.
In the span of that few seconds of checking us out, she licked her lips clean, making them moist again.
When she returned to face ahead, her face flared up.
Perhaps, with the taste of it still lingering in her mouth, there's no doubt that the vivid sensation got replayed in her head once more.
“There’s no need to be embarrassed, Ryouko-san. I mean, we’ve almost tasted and seen each other already.” I shamelessly said.
Calling her like that again was still intentional on my part. I wanted her to cast off her teacher persona temporarily.
With the boundary we created broken, it would merge into one eventually anyway.
Furthermore, this was a method to further calm her down and bring back the bold Ryouko-san.
After another gulp of her accumulating saliva and a nod, Eguchi-sensei blinked a few times to condition herself.
I understand that being straightforward should accomplish things easily. However, it's not always effective.
And that's why, doing what I always do would be the most effective.
What is it? I already said it… To be shameless enough to completely cast the awkwardness off.
"Ryouko-san, that was amazing." While securing Satsuki by my side, I leaned forward and whispered directly into her ear.
My breath tickled her and I could clearly see her cheeks puffing up. But I wasn’t done yet.
"I said that you only have to see it through. But Ryouko-san, you actively helped us out. What can I say? Honestly, I'm impressed and grateful for that."
Shameless or not, that's my honest thought anyway.
In any case, hearing that from me, Eguchi-sensei's body became a little fidgety.
Slowing the car further, she then turned around to face me. Unfortunately, she was instantly met by my shameless smile.
"Onoda-kun… Are you trying to comfort or upset me? Please be straightforward. I’m driving. I can find us a place to stop but you’re making my heart jump out from your words.”
For her to start with that question, it's really effective. And that expression of her heart jumping out…I probably made her imagine it again.
Yeah. That was dangerous. I should tone it down a bit.
I shook my head, "No, I'm just being honest, Ryouko-san… That's why, can I also hear your thoughts? I don't want to assume things on your end but at the same time, I can't just let this day pass without resolving anything."
With teasing out of the way, Eguchi-sense heaved a sigh of relief.
"I see… You're right. This is who you are, Onoda-kun. Always honest and considerate."
She paused for a while, perhaps to arrange her words.
"If I have to be honest… I'm excessively conflicted, Onoda-kun. I’m aware I did all of that on impulse. Or in other words, on my desire for you. However, I don't feel bad about it at all… It's embarrassing and it's making me feel guilty. But you know what? Even if I can go back to that same moment, I will choose to do the same thing again."
Upon saying that, Eguchi-sensei touched her lips, and that only further intensified her erotic image in my head. My lower body churned and most possibly, I was close to getting hard again.
This pervert… Ugh.
In any case, do not make it difficult for us to talk, I carefully put Satsuki down on the entirety of the seat before going to the passenger seat.
“Eh?”
Eguchi-sensei expressed her surprise but she didn’t stop me.
At this angle, we could finally see each other clearly.
As I turned to face her, Eguchi-sensei laughed heartily and whether it was a conscious action or not, she placed her hand on my thigh.
Slowly but surely, she navigated upward until she found the bulge.
With her eyes on the road, she’s doing it blind but when it twitched from the sensation of her hand, that once again brought her back to reality.
Eguchi-sensei immediately drove to a small parking lot. And as soon as the car stopped, she buried her face on my shoulder.
Not long after, I heard her subdued voice, airing out her embarrassment.
"Ryouko-san, you don't have to feel embarrassed. It's just the two of us here. Satsuki is asleep so… Whatever is in your head or whatever you wanted to convey, be assured that I will not judge you for it."
Follow on Novᴇl-Onlinᴇ.cᴏmNow that there was no risk of an accident on the road, I placed my hand on her head and started caressing it before continuing.
"Besides, if anything, I'm the only one in the wrong here. If someone has to feel guilty. It should be me. But you see, Ryouko-san. I cannot act that way. Otherwise, it will just be an endless cycle…"
Eguchi-sensei didn't reply to that and instead, she only spent a long while staring at me. It's impossible for me to read her mind but I could guess…
She's probably trying to ascertain the truth from my face.
Once she was done with that, she raised her head and caught my lips.
It started as a normal kiss but little by little, it gradually deepened that when my senses returned to me, her hands were already wrapped around my head, holding me tightly.
Then at the next moment, Eguchi-sensei pulled away, a hint of satisfaction on her face.
"Onoda-kun, you asked me to stay and see it through. Now that it's done. What comes next?"
"Let's see… Shall I confess to you?"
"C-confess? Right here?"
Ah. Right. It's tasteless to do that in this car. However, aren't there more important questions?
Really. She's becoming out of sorts when it comes to her interactions with me. It's a direct contrast to how unrelenting she is towards the other students.
"It depends, Ryouko-san. But at the very least, let's be real here, alright? Are you really not bothered by this? Satsuki is my girlfriend. In normal terms, I am blatantly and openly cheating on both of you."
Well, it had to be said here because Eguchi-sensei felt like she was just going to turn a blind eye to it. I've never told her about how complex our relationship is yet. This is a little bizarre.
Granted that some of my girls also didn't care about it but this is just truly bizarre on Eguchi-sensei's part.
"Indeed. You do. But Onoda-kun, you've hinted at it before. That it's different with you. I'm interpreting it this way… You cannot be tied down by anyone. You'll keep falling in love regardless of whether you fell out of love with your current one or not. In that case, what we have is… just a process."
That… I'm speechless.
Thinking about it, I did really try to provide small hints before. However, this kind of interpretation wasn't something I expected.
How did she arrive at that?
Eguchi-sensei stared at me, waiting for my response.
"If that's how you interpret it, Ryouko-san, why are you still willing to stay with me? Shouldn't you stop now?"
Taking a moment to arrange the words in my head, only that question popped up.