1 35 Ayla
I don’t know if I am dreaming or if I have died. I really hope it is the first one because I am
too close to being back with Griff to die now. But on the other hand, I have never felt as
peaceful as I do now. I stand up to look around and I notice I am wearing a white flowy
dress. It reminds me more of a robe than it does of a dress.
Suddenly I see a figure looming in the distance. The person is watching me but makes no
effort to come closer. I’m unsure of what I should do, it feels as though they are calling out
to me. It feels familiar and before I know it, before I even decided to. I am moving towards
the figure. As I get closer I see that it is a female, with long blonde hair that is so light it is
almost white.
She is wearing a robe similar to mine but hers is embroidered with sparkling silver. This is
my answer I must have died, and the Moon Goddess deemed me worthy enough to
ascend to the heavens. Here I can live in her valley now. The eternal pack house. I will
have long- lost family members and friends waiting for me here
But there still is this urge to go back to Griffin. I do not want to be dead, I finally had a life I
wanted to live. And now it has been taken away from me before I could do the things I
really wanted to do. Like finally being Griffin’s mate in all senses of the word. My tears
leave stains on my robes as I make my way towards, who I suspect is Selene the Moon
Goddess and mother of all werewolves.
“Sit with me my child, tell me why are you crying?” She asks me, gesturing at a white
wooden park bench I could have sworn wasn’t there seconds ago.
“I am sorry, you are the Mood Goddess right?” I stammer having no
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clue how to speak with her.
“I am, and you are Ayla Hemming, daughter of Jay and Tessie Hemming, fated mate to
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David Birch. And second chance mate to Griffin Taylor” She tells me and hearing Griffin’s
name alone hurts me.
Like she is stabbing me with a burning knife. She must see me winching in pain. As she
gestures to the bench again. There is no use in standing up against the Moon Goddess
herself so I just sit down next to her. Not speaking because she wants to know why I am
crying. But I am really not sure how to tell the Moon Goddess that you do not want to be in
her presence because you rather be with your mate longer.
The mate you have not completed the mating ritual with all because you were too scared
to get hurt again. I wonder if she knows how often I cursed her, how I wanted to stop
believing in her. Or how I was so convinced that they made mistakes. That I thought for so
long that having fated mates is bulls hit. As is the pain when someone rejects you.
Because how is it fair to be rejected by the one who is supposed to love you
unconditionally? And then to be in pain because of it.
“You seem to have a lot on your mind, my child. Which I guess is fair since you’ve been
through a lot haven’t you?” Selene asks me.
When we are young, we are taught that the Moon Goddess is the mother of all
werewolves. It is why the one who helps lead the pack with the Alpha is named Luna. The
Latin word for moon, because in her likeness, us Luna’s are supposed to be the mother of
the pack. Where the Alpha is strict, the one setting down the rules. Luna’s are the ones
that oversee the rest. That takes care of the pack, listening to Selene’s soothing voice
telling me that I have been through a lot.
Makes me feel like I am listening to a mother. And I cannot bear to tell her just how mad I
am with her. Just as I would not tell my mother I no longer look up to her. I would never
imagine telling Selene that. Not
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out of a fear for her and her anger. No, because it feels bad to tell her that. Because
suddenly the idea of disappointing her feels like such a heavy burden. A burden that I
need to avoid at all costs. just answer her, not letting her know how I still feel that it is her
fault.
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“I have, and I don’t understand why. Not that it matters much, the reason I was crying is
because it all was for nothing I still lost him”
Selene looked at me questioningly, I expected her to know what I was talking about. But
her next question indicates that she doesn’t
“Griff, I lost him now and I know this is supposed to be a better place,” I tell her as I make
a wide gesture trying to capture the entire valley.
“But to me, there is no place better than right at Griffin’s side. It took me way too long to
realize that. And now I am too late” I s ob
“Well your body is indeed giving up, it has been through too much. But our spirit is
stronger then our body is. I wanted to talk to you, tell. you why I picked David as your
fated mate” She explains and suddenly I feel a little bit of hope warming my heart.
“Wait so you mean to tell me that I am not dead?” I ask because I need to be sure.
“No your body has given up, your spirit is still fighting to find your way back to your mate.
Eventually, you are going to have to decide if you want to keep fighting. Or if you are
going to join me here” Selene states, and right now I cannot think of any reason to not
keep fighting to get back to Griffin.
But there must be a reason she feels I might not want to fight when I have heard
everything there is to be said. I sit back and nod, signaling for Selene to continue talking.
Because I am speechless, my throat. feels so dry that I am sure no words are going to
come out.
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“You must be wondering why I chose David as your fated mate. Wondering if I knew what
he was capable of. Admittedly Griffin is a far more suitable mate for you. He is my apology
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It was weird knowing that being mated to David, wasn’t a mistake. I had been telling
myself it was a mistake. That I should have been mated to Griffin to being with. It had
been easier. to believe that the Moon Goddess never saw a man as vile as David match
me. That she did not believe a man like him was the one who could make me a better
person.
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“I am taking in Hannah for questioning, you follow the others through
her kidnappers. We need to search the woods for her” I mindlink the warriors, as Jay
mindlinks his pack members.
the tunnels and arrest them. Princess Ayla has ese rough
We rush back to the pack house, without needing to speak, we both know where we want
to go. Likewise, we walk her to Jay’s office, his eyes glossed over on the way there. As we
arrived, Tessie was waiting for us, arms crossed over her chest and a face that spelled
trouble.
“I am sorry, I had to, she is Ayla’s mother after all” Jay whispered to
me.
Now that I was so close to having my mate back, I could hear the double meaning of Jay’s
words. It made sense that he told Tessie, ast she was his mate and Ayla’s mother. But I
just knew he made it clear that Ayla’s fierceness came from her mother and not him.
“Jay, Grillin, please tell me that you did not hurt a she-wolf, however despicable she is?”
Tessie asked, there was an edge to her voice I could. not quite place.
She has been through a lot too, so I didn’t think too much of it. Not until I noticed the
regretful look on Jay’s face. I knew it wasn’t because he hit Hannah because he hadn’t
been alone with her. The answer came in the form of Tessie’s fist, socking Hannah right in
the nose. There was a sickening crunch like someone crumbled up a cra cker. Then my
sweet, caring, and gentle mother-in-law shook her hand to loosen her fingers. Preparing
for the next punch.
“Tessie, she is pregnant” I yelled at her, I knew she wouldn’t want to
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