The Stained Omega by Elle T Jefferson

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Cas

Looking out of the window | watch as Cas bids the group off to the Moon Ceremony. Thanks to The Elders and

now Dean's fast arrival,and Cas decided it was best to send Rowan with sPack members to at least give

Everfur a presence for the first tin years.

“Alright, let's try this again.” | murmur to Dean as | sit down in the rocking chair that appeared this morning. |

think Cas was sick of seeingtry to get comfortable in the bed, | will admit it's much easier to feed Dean in

the rocking chair.

“You mean try and feed.’ Ghost taunts me, for sreason ever since Dean was born she’s been really snarky

and a little mean to me.

‘I'm trying.” | tell her as | pull my bra down and expose my n*pple to Dean's squealing mouth, as normal he tries

to latch on but he just can’t seem to get the idea.

‘Animals in the wild do this, can you just feed him already/ Sighing | drop my head back as Dean continues to

scream his little lungs out. He fed that first tbut now we are two days in and he has not eaten a thing. | can’t

help but feel like I'm failing him in sway.

“No one ever taughthow to do this alright. I've just been given a pup and basically been expected to know

what to do, I don’t understand why he isn’t feeding.” | feel the warm tears start to slide. down my face as the

frustration becomes too much and | can’t contain my emotions any longer. It's like a dam breaks and finally the

river has overflown and there is no stopping it.

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“Luna?” | sniffle and look up to see Sally pushing her way into the bedroom with a warm smile on her face. “Oh

Eva.” Sally drops whatever she’s holding onto the bed and rushes over toin the rocking chair.

“He wont eat!” | wail, “he just screams and screams, he hates me!” Sally crouches down in front of us and puts a

wrinkled hand on my knee, it's a comforting gesture and one | find myself needing.

“Eva? Angel, what's wrong?” | tuck my face into my chest as Cas comes barrelling into the bedroom, | don’t want

him to seebreaking down about our son.

“Alpha, with all due respect, please leave and givestwith Eva.” I've never heard Sally talk to Cas

like that before and what's even more shocking is Cas actually nods his head and leaves the bedroom.

“You just kicked your Alpha out of his own room.” | sniffle as | giggle a little, Dean still continues to scream his

little lungs out.

“Well, Alpha or not he’s still a man and right now you need shelp.” | watch as she crouches down next to me

and starts to stroke at Dean's full head of black hair, “babies are really good at sensing our moods. If you are

tired and stressed, he will be too, it will make him not want to feed. So, pass him here and I'll get him settled

while you go and shower and then you can try again.” Reluctantly | hand Dean over and stand from the rocking

chair.

“Are you sure?” | ask her as Dean continues to scream, his tiny hands. are clenched in rage and his face is bright

red.

“I'm certain, once you have finished showering you can try again and if it still doesn’t work then | have brought a

bottle up so he gets a little something in his tummy.” I'm swamped with guilt as | walk away from a crying Dean

and shushing Sally, | leave them alone in the bedroom

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to head into the adjoining bathroom.

This bathroom is much bigger than the one in the basement, there is actually a bath in this one, it has little jets

on it that | can’t wait to try out. The shower is massive with little water jets that blast you from the sides, |

haven't really had tto enjoy either of them but | will one day. Very aware that Dean is still screaming the

Pack house down | quickly strip out of my sleep wear and step into the shower. Looking down at my b*dy I notice

the c-section scar is now just a red line, Selena said it takes humans weeks to be able to even walk after but

thanks to Ghost | am able to be up and about just over forty-eight hours. afterwards.

“You realise you just left your new-born with a random Pack member.’ | roll my eyes at Ghost as she continues to

attackabout my failings as a mother.

“What's your problem?” | ask her as | rinse the shampoo from my hair.

‘I'm exhausted, all the pup does is cry day and night. You realise when. I'm not chatting to you I'm normally

sleeping/ | nod my head in understanding,and Cas haven't exactly had a lot of sleep either, Ghost’s attacks

actually make more sense now.

‘Lets try this again.” | tell her as | turn off the water and ring the excess from my hair, stepping from the shower |

wrap myself in one of the bath towels hanging from the door.

“You need to try and eat something little one, your momma and papa need sleep so they can look after you

properly.” Sally is speaking quietly to Dean as he continues to wail in her arms, she’s walking back. and forth

across the bedroom as she bounces him softly.

“Alright, let's try this again.” | tell Sally as | shrug myself into Cas’s

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massive bathrobe, | don’t have one of my own. He keeps offering to getone but I like wearing his so why

bother. Walking over to the rocking chair I sit down and hold my hands out for Dean, his little face is scrunched

up, his little face is bright red and he’s making so much noise it actually assaults my ears.

“Alright, nice relaxing breath and then bring him to the n*pple.” | nod my head at Sally as | bring my chest down

to Dean, he continues to wail as his little I*ps smack against my n*pple. It's almost like he’s searching for it but

can’t quite figure out it’s right there in front of him.

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Con Dean, it's right there.” | tell

him softly, | can feel Ghost willing me

to just shove my breast into his.

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mouth NE evend kndwcthat's not the

right move "It's not working.” | tell

Sally as | feel the tears start to boil to

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the surface again, “it's me, he doesn't

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want me.” Sally kneels down in front

ofand starts to run a gentle

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finger down the side of Dean's face.

“It's not you, every mother goes through something like this. Books and movies set unrealistic standards and

most babies struggle at first. Once he gets going he won't stop but if you really are struggling | have some

formula.” | shake my head as | try to bring my n*pple to him again, he again continues to wail and scream.

“All the books say ‘breast is best’. Even Selena said it.” | hiccup as | start to cry again, “I need to do this, he

needs this from me.” Sally puts a hand on my arm makinglook up at her.

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It's only the best if both mother and

baby can get on board with it.

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Formula doesn't mean you have

failed, it just means he will finally

have a full belly andrayoe-even

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seep. Ais eyes hold mine as |

slowly nod my head. | really wanted

to do this whole breastfeeding thing

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but honestly | don't know how much

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longer | can do this. I'm becoming

overwhelmed and | know Dean must

be starving and if Sally is right then

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“What do | do?” | ask as Sally walks over to the bed and plucks up the bottle of formula she popped onto it when

she first cin.

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It's already at the right temperature,

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after you have slept I'll show you how

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to make it up.” | accept the bottle of

white liquid from her, nd adjust"

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hand 5§ (m\fuity covered, “now just

hold him and bring the teat to his

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I*ps.” I nod my head as | do just that,

Dean continues to scream but as

soon as a small drop of liquid falls

onto his I*ps he latches onto the

n*pple shaped teat and starts

suckling like his life. depends on it.

“He’s doing it!” | say with joy, Sally beams at us as | give a deep sigh and lean back in the rocking chair, “thank

you Sally.”

“Don’t mention it, every new momma gets overwhelmed at spoint. | helped with Cas and multiple Pack

pups so if you have any questions. you just ask.” | grip her hand in mine and look into her eyes as we both listen

to the peace and quiet of Dean finally eating.