Xianxia: Why am I here?

147 Mindstate third step: Mind like the void(II)

Despite having some resistance to this new life, Wang still went ahead with the normal al routine life, but instead of applying for a job, he started his restaurant with the support of his family.

But on most occasions he usually has dreams but in the end, forgets them when he wakes up.

Just like last night.

He found himself in an old temple and a woman around him was very beautiful but he fell down and even after trying to save her he failed and passed out.

He felt all the energy in his body being drained and after trying all the methods to get rid of this he still failed in the end. Even his voice couldn’t be heard at all.

“No!” he shouted. Was devastated and even after shouting with all his might, no sound come out at all. It was as though he had become mute, and what was even more outrageous was that the energy from his body was being drained with every passing minute, and even the moment he passed out he felt it.

The energy being drained seemed to have increased.

In this kind of dream the end he seemed to forget it, only remembering fragments when he woke up, and thus he made himself record such information on his phone the instant he woke up.

By the end of the day, he remembers nothing about the dreams.

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Then he also took his focus on the most important issue, his waking up. His family and the doctors all seemed to be strange the more he thought about things.

When he woke up, in the hospital bed, he seemed to have overlooked a lot of things that didn’t go in line with common sense.

And the most is the changes in his parents’ actions.

Even though he had been admitted to the hospital, his parents’ attitudes toward him seemed to have changed completely and this rang alarm bells in his head.

But the more he checked out the situation thoroughly the more he felt things weren’t right.

This makes him start to recount the events properly and he took himself from the moment he was awakened.

Yes, he was awakened by the doctor which in itself was out of order.

Hiw could someone in a comma be woken up just by calling their name, and before that he didn’t even know why he was in a comma, to begin with?

The second reason was how enthusiastic everyone was with him. He ignored it before but now looking back it was not normal.

Now that he was relaxing by himself in a daze, he become more and more sure of it.

Especially remembering the doctor’s voice when waking him up being as though they had some kinship.

But he knew that was not possible, so he took this as the first problem.

The look on the doctor as well as his parents when he woke up, was also wrong and he remembered that it was pretty much the doctor’s voice that came to his ears at that time.

“Wang, wake up!” The vague sound was indeed from the doctor near his bed.

But hiw could he manage to pull him out of the comma by just calling his name?

And from what he had heard he was in a comma not for a long time.

As much as the family was involved, they had an anxious expression on their faces, but that did not make him in a way happy at all.

The look on all their faces seemed the same, and as he remembered the situation from before, his mother used to like scolding him as his old man was the kind that does things without giving much explanation.

He was someone that could be said to have a problem with communication but a good heart.

Now he could see his old man communicating with him almost daily.

From the bed, he looked at the sun and sighed, as even if he thought there was a problem with his family, nothing could be done.

He was indeed trapped without much knowledge of many things and thus he wanted to remember something through the dreams.

But he did not mention this as he felt this new world he was in was making him. very uneasy.

He also knew that his memories were slowly disappearing after waking up, this he took some effort to record everything on his phone as quickly as he woke up.

He believed that with enough accumulation perhaps something would be triggered.

He remembered the first time he woke up, he felt some kind of rejection like he didn’t understand it at all.

But at that time his memories were already blurred and he couldn’t even get proper answers.

“Son, what’s wrong with you? Don’t worry, the doctors will cure you.” This was indeed something he didn’t understand at all, as his mother never had such a way of talking.

She would just scold someone instead of going ahead to try and explain some things.

“Child, you made us worry to death. We thought you wouldn’t wake again, you have been sleeping for about two days. Hiw did this happen?.” His father also usually does not talk much and could never say this. He would just provide some chicken soup or rice porridge.

“Sigh!”

Wang could only shake his head and look at this situation with some suspicion.

His parents changed too much compared to what he knows. Back then when he was sick, his mother would always go ahead and preach to him, especially when sometimes it was due to being careless and getting a cold or even getting in trouble and wounded.

She would not express her worries like that, in a way, she is that kind of person, and this time she acted so unlike her.

The feeling was not very comforting at all, as he is used to a certain way that people behave, moreover, his father is not someone with many words yet, in the end, the old man ended up talking that much.

In the next couple of months, things did not change and the more he interacted with people he could feel somehow not belonging at all.

One time, he visited the mountain temple with his family and it seemed to have triggered something so he premiered standing outside some temples.

In the end, he stepped into one of them and there was a woman with him, her face was vague but somehow he seems to have heard her voice when she called him husband.

It was the same time he had a headache, and the people around him seemed to have become active trying to have him calm down but he didn’t bother them.

His focus was on the voice of the woman and in the end, he managed to remember something important.

He had failed to save her when he collapsed down, but that was not important, rather the fact that he saw some face smiling at him.

It was sitting under the tree, and a huge blood hole in the chest, the man had no heart.

This made an immense amount of information quickly swan into his mind and at the same time, he looked around only to realize that his so-called family was slowly becoming illusionary

“Mom, dad thanks for taking care of me during this time. Even though I can already guess guys are not real, perhaps we can meet again in the future. But it’s time for me to leave this place, my wife is also out there and needs my help.” As he finished saying this, he sat down cross-legged and forgot about them.

He started to use the picture from the stone stele to temper his state of mind.

This time it seemed as though he had been in this world for several millenniums but he did not stand up or open his eyes.

Over time, his mind become very silent and soon even thoughts stopped.

He had become completely like the void, there was nothing and at the same time he opened his eyes, this world he had been trapped in seemed to also not exist.

He had already returned to the temple and didn’t have much strength due to being drained.

But he still opened his eyes and looked at the smiling man and in his eyes, there was a tune slowly forming.

The heaven and earth flame was pushed toward the man and soon the tree behind him was caught in the fire.

It was a dried tree but due to the influence of the man, it seemed to appear as though it was still alive.

At the same time, the runes in his eye stopped forming when a weird golden symbol. appeared in each pupil and he could see there was no middle-aged man at all, but a drop of blood.

Looking in the other direction, it was also the same, the giant woman didn’t exist.

He however saw that the man had some kind of realization too, this old man had some kind of regrets that caused this situation.

But that was not his main concern, his kind state had improved again and the moment the tree completely disappeared the drop of blood also lost its meaning.

But he was not interested in looking at it at all, he checked the situation of his wife, and she also had the same problem as him.

The body was too weak at the moment so he pulled some fruit from his storage using the last remaining energy and took a bite.

He then consumed it and then crawled towards Ruruo and took another bite but this time put it in her mouth.

The energy had been exhausted so he bite a few more fed her and ate the great before passing out.

He had already exhausted himself and it would take some time before his body recovered.

But when he passed out what he didn’t notice was that his nine-colored Qi codex was still running.

Even though other powers in his body had been sealed by something the moment they arrived in this place, immense energy was being dragged from the ground into his body.

The energy seemed to have come from the blood of the middle-aged man.

Both he and Ruruo recovered their energy in their passed-out state but it contained some golden runes on it.

It seemed that was the opportunity the old man mentioned.

His world energy underwent evolution to the second stage of the nine-colored Qi codex.

The benefits this time for the couple were not bad and the golden runes on their world energy seemed like an opportunity.