A Lifetime With You by Athrhteera

Chapter 89

Alena

| was quietly snuggled close to Matteo's neck as he carried me. He was being careful with his steps before

puttingdown on the bed after we had reached our bedroom. | was hesitant on letting go of him but he wasn't

going anywhere and he assured me. My eyes continued to look at him, afraid if he was going to disappear when |

looked away.

Our bedroom was dark but he switched on the lamp from the bedside table before he sat beside me, grabbing

onto my hand.

"I can't breathe," | whimpered as | tried to control my breaths.

Matteo shook his head, leaning into me.

"It's okay, I'm right here with you. I'm not going anywhere," he replied.

The tears couldn't stop flowing down my cheeks, even though | knew he was close to me. My head kept

replaying the sscenafrom today and how terrified | was if he tried to do anything to me, if he carried a

knive or a gun

That man wasn't scared of anything. He was capable of hurtingregardless of where we were, not giving a

single damn about other civilians. | could see it clearly in his eyes when he stared down at me, they were

provoking and if he was trying to scare me, he succeeded.

| grabbed onto Matteo's arm before | leaned forward, resting my head on his shoulder.

We stayed still in the sposition for the next few minutes as an attempt to calm myself down. He never did

stop rubbing onto my back and kissed my head because he knew, | needed him to be here with me. That was

the most important thing.

| was lucky to have married someone as considerate as him.

I leaned back, looking into his eyes.

"Do you think it was my fault?" | asked.

"It wasn't your fault, Alena. Why would you say that?"

"Because | didn't scream. | didn't do anything."

"You were in shock. | don't blyou,"

"I know but if I had reacted differently, Igor could've attacked him and we would've solved this. We wouldn't have

to think about it anymore," | replied as | wiped away the tears on my cheeks, trying to reason with myself.

My husband reached out for my hands before he went to kiss them a few times. With every kiss he gave me, |

felt more at ease and when | looked into his eyes, | somehow got lost in those beautiful brown eyes.

"Alena... baby, you don't have to worry about that. We're always working hard to find him but our main priority

right now is to make sure that you're safe. | can't lose you again. | won't let you go through the things you did. It

doesn't matter if it would take months or years to find him, as long as you're safe with me, I'd be at ease."

| frowned, "How can we move forward if we know he's still out there? | feel like I'm being haunted wherever | go. |

feel like he's going to appear right in front ofand I'd freeze on the spot again,"

"It's okay. We'll figure it out," he responded.

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"Matteo,"

"I know. | don't have the answer to your questions. | haven't slept well ever since,"

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It was useless to keep on questioning the unknown. Matteo was just like me, someone who was clueless and

trying his very best to figure things out. As much as | wanted him to cup with a different answer or provide

a solution, he also needed a place to lean on. He had a lot of things to think about. One of the reasons why he

had chlate every night because he was trying to solve this issue-he was busy at the office during the

day and he went to gather with his men at night. | knew they were working hard to find him. Then, that bastard

decided to show up in front ofjust like that.

"I'm sorry," | muttered under my breath.

"What are you sorry for, baby? Don't be." He replied, reaching out to caress my

face.

"For being such a trouble to you. Ever since we got married, all I've ever done was make you worry."

"Shh, no. No, don't say that. Don't ever think like that." He went in to kiss the side of my cheek, "You're my wife.

You're the woman in my heart. You're the woman | love so much and I'd do anything for you, Alena. I'd do it a

million times again even if | had to. | will never, ever blyou for what had happened. You're the best thing in

my life."

We stared at each other for a few seconds and | continued to get lost in his eyes.

| closed the distance between us by leaning in to kiss his lips in which he kissedback without hesitation. The

kiss started off slow and steady until | decided to sit on his lap, making him holdaround my waist. | cupped

onto his face to deepen the kiss and be in control.

My heart was beating fast from excitement as he kissed my neck

| looked at the door and saw that it was closed shut which meant the people from downstairs weren't able to

hear us-during passionate moments like this, | loved to enjoy myself and sometimes | forgot if | was being too

loud. Hopefully, nobody cto interrupt us because that was going to be awkward.

Matteo slowly turned us around, layingon the bed while he hovered on top of me. Our eyes were staring into

one another and | could see the neediness in them as he ran his hands through my body. | was needy as well, my

core was begging to be touched by him. | watched as he began to unbutton my shirt before he threw it onto the

ground.

He had only stopped when | was in my underwear, showing him more skin. It was quite unfair to be half naked

when he was hovering on top of me, fully clothed but I let him enjoy every parts of me. They all belonged to him.

I moaned in his ear when he leaned in to kiss my neck as he grabbed onto my breasts.

| didn't realise it through the kiss when he had thrown my bra and my panties out of the way, leavingfully

naked underneath him. My eyes were closed when he went down to kiss my breasts and nibble at my nipples,

making them perk

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My legs were being spread apart when he reached down to touch me, makingmoan even louder. | was

soaking wet and ready for him, he didn't have to try hard because the moment we kissed, | was begging for

more.

"You're already wet, like always." He said, looking at me.

"Mm, I'm ready for you."

| stared at him as he took off his shirt and began to unbutton his pants. The erected bulge didn't go unnoticed

when he took

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his pants off, leaving him on his knees with nothing but his underwear on. | sat up before grabbing onto his

erection, loving the way it made him go crazy.

My eyes never looked away from his as | pulled his trunks down

He was on his feet, standing naked besidewhile | sat on the bed.

| reached out before slowly taking in his full length with my mouth. My eyes were focusing onto him and how

much he was enjoying himself especially when | began to use my tongue, letting him feel nothing but pleasure.

The sounds of his erection hitting my throat was beginning to turnon even more whichto play with my

own breasts.

He was wet as well from my saliva and his own secretion.

My eyes were teary as | went in to take his full length again until it reached my throat but | enjoyed it, especially

when | could see the look on his face.

Matteo stoppedby leaning in to kiss my lips before he slowly turnedaround and my stomach was on the

bed but my hips were high up, giving him a better access.

| had expected him to take his sweet tbut he surprisedby thrusting deep inside ofwithout warning. |

yelped forward as | moaned in pleasure, losing myself in those thrusts. They were deep and slow, it was driving