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The rest of the girls from Earth were sitting and Listening closely. We were all concerned. If | could have this happen, they could, too.
“No,” | told her, “the men don’t know what pregnancy entails. | don’t think they've ever seen a pregnant woman. They can’t comprehend what is happening. They still just think I’m getting fat.”
“What will you do when you deliver?” an Earth girl asked.
“| don’t know,” | told her. | stroked my stomach and felt the familiar roll as the child moved under my hand. “They Like to study things. | fear they will want to study the child,” | said quietly.
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Follow on NovᴇlEnglish.nᴇtMaster Damien and his Brothers protected me. | wasn’t sure that protection extended to a child conceived by me. | feared for the babe, especially if it was female.
| wanted to run away before the child was born, but | wasn’t sure where to go. It was unclear how | would even get away. My instinct to protect my baby got stronger every day.
| was ill suited for this place, though. There was no way | would be able to protect my child once it was born. It crushedto realize what the men could do if they wanted to.
“| remember pregnancy from Earth,” another girl whispered placing a hand on my stomach. “You should not be feeling the motions of the child already; your belly isn’t big enough. | don’t think your pregnancy will last the stit does on Earth.”
“You don’t think | have much tleft, do you?” | asked quietly. “I have to do something quickly.”
We never said the word escape to one another. It was a dangerous word to say here. They knew | feared my owners’ reaction to a child. It was assumed | had to get away.
The worry about the child usually lasted all day. Today for sreason was different. | sat on the beach that afternoon and felt breathless with anticipation. It wasn’t clear towhat | was anticipating, but it excitedgreatly. This feeling was so strong it was hard to ignore.
My fake owners pickedup and | was almost giddy with the sensation. It was hard, but | fought it down. | did my best not to let my crazy emotions show to anyone. On my knees in the shower scrubbing the grime, | felt like singing.
Actually, | did sing, until one of my owners chastised me. Giggling stupidly, | held the emotion inside and just tried to focus on the mundane task at hand.
At the Keepers the next day the excitement inside ofwas overwhelming. | was waiting so patiently for something. When Lunch cthe emotions were in such a frenzy, | could barely eat. Even the Light haired Brother that fedLunch, who never noticed me, said something about my strange attitude.
Late in the afternoon the depression set in. | cried on my pad as | waited for my owners to cand get me. The feeling tore at my heart.
| could not complete myself and felt abandoned.
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| refused dinner and was put in the box for my bad behavior. It didn’t matter. | wanted to die, there was nothing left to live for.
The emotions that | considered the sign of my schizophrenia were iQ strong to 'gnor@alt WaG Findily” happening as | wailed in the box. My mind was breaking, | couldn't even pretend to be normal. The content is on Drama.Org! Read the latest chapter there!
| lay awake in the darkness and didn’t sleep. Anger started to fester inside me.
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