Forever in the Past and Forever in the Future

Bronx's POV

For the first time in months, Saint is at peace. Quiet and settled. It’s a relief to not have to constantly be

battling him for control. Not being influenced by his rage.

After speaking with my therapist and several doctors, I decide to willingly stay in the hospital wing for a

week for intensive treatment and to start medication to keep him stable. Kas has forgiven me. She is

still upset with Saint, but she still loves him. She is willing to work on rebuilding their relationship. I don't

know how she does it, but I can feel she genuinely means it. It’s going to take a lot longer for me to

forgive myself.

Kas comes every morning for a therapy session with me. She brings homemade croissants and coffee

with her. She holds my hand and listens intently at my darkest secrets. Things that I would never

imagine telling her before.

Things I have done that live in the darkest corners of my soul. She tells me what she needs from me

and I tell her what I need from her in return. Honest open conversations.

The last day, the doctor gives me several prescriptions that I will need to take every day and has me

make follow up appointments. Then she lets me leave early so I can surprise Kas and have breakfast

with her. I collect my things and head up to the apartment. Marco is at the end of the hallway. I walk

past the door and approach him. “Marco, thank you and I’m sorry. Kas wouldn't be here today if it

wasn’t for you. I know I[ have a lot of work to do to win back your trust. I assure you, you will never be

put in that position again,” I say as I shake his hand.

“Out of respect, Alpha, there’s a lot I’m going to keep to myself right now. But like I told Gamma

Reggie, no thanks needed. The Luna is my priority. I take that seriously. I'm just glad I could be there

when she needed me the most.” I give him a salute, then turn back to my apartment. It is only six-thirty

in the morning. All the lights are still out. My little mate rarely gets out of bed before seven a.m.I drop

my bag by the door and head into the bedroom. Kas is sleeping on top of the regular bedding but under

her old green and gray striped blanket.

I sit on the edge of the bed and admire her. Her fresh rain and lilac scent is stronger than ever. Her

sparkly silver hair shines in the morning light that is starting to peek through the window. She looks so

peaceful. I still feel like a shithead for letting Saint take over and lose control. How could I ever want to

hurt this beautiful woman? :‘

I gently brush her hair off her neck, letting my fingers linger near her ear. Her eyes flutter open and she

rolls over to see me smiling at her.

“Bronx, Sweetheart,” she smiles sleepily before she wraps her arms around my neck and pulls me

down toward her. “I love you, Kas. I love you so much,” I whisper in her ear as I embrace her.

“I love you too, Sweetheart,” she whispers back. Her soft lips kiss my neck, making me shiver, “but

don’t just tell me. Show me.”

I pull back from her so I can look her in the eye, “Kas, after everything you-” “Stop it, Bronx,” she looks

up at me with

her mesmerizing violet eyes, “show me.” I feel her push the blanket off of her and she starts to pull

down the waistband of my pants. I look down to see she is only wearing one of my t- shirts. I lift it

gently above her head and toss it on the floor. I use my hands to support her head as I kiss her neck,

down to her breasts, and start sucking and nibbling. I hear her let out a little moan as she grips the hair

on the back of my head. I can smell her arousal, driving me crazy.

She pulls my shirt off and yanks on my waistband again. I stand up and let my clothes fall to the floor. I

look over her beautiful body laying fully exposed to me on the bed. Her eyes look me up and down.

She takes extra time to reach for my cock, giving it a gentle brush up its length with her fingertips. I feel

it grow harder with anticipation.

I crawl back on the bed, positioning myself so her legs are on either side of me.I lean forward and use

my hands to caress her. From her calves up to the outer part of her thighs, I brush my fingers lightly

against her soft skin, making her shiver with a little giggle. I love that sound.

I move my hands to her inner thighs using my fingers to massage her all the way up. Her eyes close

and she sighs at the touch. I kiss the inside of her thighs working my way up to her dripping pussy. I lick

around her folds as I slowly push a finger inside her and start moving it slowly in and out. Kas hisses

then moans as] flick her clit with my tongue. I make sure to take my time and move slowly, bringing her

as much pleasure as I can.

“Bronx, it feels so good,” she moans as

raises her hips off the bed. I start to feel her muscles tighten around my finger. I keep the same pace

but press my thumb against her clit and start to massage gently. Kas’s legs start to pull together as her

orgasm builds, I move my free arm under her leg and pull her by the hips so she can’t escape my face

against her as she wraps her legs around my head. Her moans intensify while I dart my tongue in and

out of her core, lapping her delicious juices and suck and blow gently on her clit.

I feel her legs unwrap from around my head and she starts pulling at my shoulders, with little whines of

desire. I slowly work my way up her belly, kissing around her stomach and ribs, stopping at her breasts,

giving them enough attention to make her nipples harden into pebbles.

I keep using my fingers until my cock is against her entrance. I use the juices from my fingers to lube

my hard cock. She brings a hand down and places it over mine, helping me spread her juices over my

shaft. I pause as I hover over her.

“Tell me you want me, Kas. After everything I've done. For all the reasons you have to run away from

me, please tell me you want me,” I look her in the eye. I'm not sure what I really expect her to say at

this moment, but I just need reassurance that I'm who she really wants.

“Bronx, I want you. Forever. You couldn't get rid of me if you tried,” she holds her hands on both sides

of my face as her eyes shine with tears threatening to spill over, “I love you and I want you. More now

than ever, Sweetheart.” ’

“Why do you look like you’re gonna cry, Baby?” I haven't even been home an hour and I already made

her cry. How did I fuck up so fast?

“I'm happy, Bronx. I feel like you're finally home. For the first time in months, it feels like you're really

home,” she sniffs. That’s what I needed to hear. I kiss away a tear that tries to slide down her face.

I move to her mouth and kiss her deeply as I press the head of cock inside her. We both let out moans

of pleasure as I push myself deep into her pussy. I can feel her breaths start to get harder as my

movements start to get into a steady rhythm.

I pull my knees up and kneel, pulling her onto my lap. I love giving her more control of the pace. I

support her as she leans back, grinding against me moaning loudly. I feel her juices dripping down my

balls. She leans forward and grasps my shoulders tightly, bouncing on me harder as she gets closer to

her climax.

“Cum for me, my little goddess. It’s your turn to show me. Don’t hold back,” I tilt my head as I watch

her. Her breaths are little huffs and as she squeezes her eyes shut in concentration. Sweat is glistening

on her body, “Let it go for me.” At my command, her moans get louder and she starts calling out my

name, grinding harder against me. I feel her core clench around my cock as she reaches her climax.

Her aura glows brightly around us. I feel myself squint at how bright it is, the comforting warmth of her

energy fills me, recharging me.

“That's it, Baby,” I murmur, as I keep thrusting into her. I feel the familiar twitch and I know I'm close.

She wraps her arms around my neck and starts kissing me urgently when she feels me tighten inside

her. She keeps up with my rhythm until I explode against her tight walls. The sensation makes her

throw her head back again with a little squeal of pleasure.

I shiver from the release, then slowly fall backward onto the bed, bringing her down on top of me, both

of us panting heavily. She slowly moves to pull me out from inside her.

“How you feeling, my weak old wolf?” she smirks at me.

“The batteries are not drained yet, Baby,” I smile back as I wrap my arms around her.

“Good, because it’s time for a shower,” she stands up and pulls my hands, leading me into the

bathroom.