I Love Destroying Worlds' Plot [BL]

Hei Anjing expected this but hearing it was completely different from imagining it. Such feelings of betrayal and extreme sadness are caused by loneliness. He couldn't help but recall his life in that domain of emptiness.         

    

He was stunned at first, then looked up as he laughed with irony and incredulity. The louder he laughed, the more the others could see the agony within his figure. Despite no tears falling from his face. They can feel his intense sadness and disappointment. Even Ye Xiajie felt his heart jump at such a sight.     

Ye Xiajie who heard Hei Anjing's hysterical laughter made his cold heart feel stirred beyond his control and a frown finally appeared on his emotionless facade. He could feel somewhere within his soul going crazy within him as he heard that pain-filled laugh. Like a raging and crying beast caged wanting to free himself from his control, his heart was out of control. It was a frightening uneasiness but he ignored the anxiety swelling within him.     

Ye Xiajie asked, "Do you agree?" He was still asking Hei Anjing to agree to his command to remove his memories of him     

In his disbelief, those who were watching couldn't help but wanted to shout at Ye Xiajie. Obviously, the situation had gone out of control and even Hei Anjing's state was weird. That laugh just now was obviously not an act but something that came from his heart directly. Such open sadness and disappointment. Everyone can feel the agony hidden in that laugh.     

The miserable laughter ended and Hei Anjing moved his gaze full of love at Ye Xiajie. "I will agree on one condition."     

The Sovereign God of the Nether System hesitated for a moment but still opened his mouth. He said, "What is it?" asked Ye Xiajie casually.     

An extremely mesmerizing yet gentle smile appeared on Hei Anjing's exquisite face. With a wave of his hand, An Liang was sent away from the throne room. On the other hand, the God of End who forcefully broke through the control of Hei Anjing couldn't help but laugh at the facade before him.     

Hahaha~     

The God of End said in amid his laugh, "This playeth.  is too most wondrous i couldn't holp but chuckle."     

Translation: [This play... is too amazing I couldn't help but laugh.]     

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The two that were unfolding an uncontrollable play before he looked at him. Hei Anjing especially couldn't help but look at the man who laughed with contempt. He truly dislikes the God of End. But his laughter was enough to make him recall the situation and slowly calmed down yet he still continued the act.     

"Hmp! Noisy Prick," said Hei Anjing as he waves his hand, sending that irritating Ancient God away, making Ye Xiajie frown at such a display of power.     

After all, the man that was sent away was still an Ancient God. Hei Anjing, on the other hand, thought that his beloved was worried for the man he sent away and said,     

"Worry not. I have not harmed him but sent him out temporarily. I need privacy for this conversation."     

With a gesture of crooking his finger, Ye Xiajie appeared before him—just a single-meter distance between them.     

"My condition is simple."     

Hei Anjing took a hold of Ye Xiajie's right hand which made the latter flinch for a moment wanting to pull his hand over but for some reason unable to.     

"My bloodline can store memories within our soul according to whatever part we want to hide. My memories of you were stored within my heart, " said Hei Anjing as he pulled Ye Xiajie's hand and put it over his chest just above his heart.     

The God of destruction's words is fake. He placed the man's hand at the location where his soul fragment was located. In short, the very source of his life is all for the man to hold in his hand. Unfortunately, this man wasn't the affectionate Ye Xiajie. He is just a memoryless man whose     

Hei Anjing explained, "You only have to pull out a glass orb that holds my memories of you. Only you and I are able to pull it out. My condition is for you to take out the glass orb within my heart and I will forget everything related to you as you wish." said the Destruction God with a taunting smile on his exquisite face.     

Ye Xiajie's fingers slightly trembled when he heard the beautiful man's words. He could feel the latter's heartbeats through his fingers and palm. The Sovereign God of the Nether System felt hesitation for the first time in his life. But when he saw a man who he treated as a stranger showed expectations of him not doing so, made him remember his pride.     

He pushed through his decision and pressed his hand inside Hei Anjing's chest without damaging his body. The latter's smile froze the moment he felt a hand inside his heart rampaging from within him, mercilessly stirring his very soul.     

The pain from having his soul stirred should be extremely painful but instead what Hei Anjing felt is beyond pain. His disbelief that the person he loved really decided to destroy his heart with his own hands made his tears come out but instead of ordinary teardrops what strolled down on his cheeks were tears made of blood.     

Ye Xiajie who was focusing on looking for the said glass orb finally captured a sphere-shaped thing inside. Intending to pull it out only for a slender white cold hand to grab his wrist. He knew that it was Hei Anjing's hand.     

Thinking that this man is trying to stop him, he looked up only to see blood and tears strolling down on that beautiful fairy-like face of his. He could see the immense pain and sorrow within those white silvery eyes. Seeing those eyes, Ye Xiajie's action froze.         

    

"I hope... When you remember this day... You would finally understand... the pain of losing a loved one after treating it precisely... The same way... I felt all along... in that empty word. This is... my punishment for you. My... Love."     

Hei Anjing spoke these words as he gripped Ye Xiajie's wrist and helped him pull out his crimson glass orb which is also the main soul fragment of the man called Snow which also contains all his feelings for him as well as their memories. Including his soul and life.     

The Sovereign God of the Nether System, Ye Xiajie, as if his time had slowed down, watched every second after he pulled a crimson orb from within Hei Anjing's heart. He saw the alluring man's argent eyes dimming without life as if the moon were losing the brightness it used to have before the man completely closed his eyes and fell backward.     

Unconsciously, Ye Xiajie reached out to catch the falling figure before him. As if it was almost instinct, he couldn't help but want to hug this person. He immediately regrets what he had done.     

After pulling the cooling body of Hei Anjing into his embrace his eyes wandered to the glass bead he was supposed to be holding in his right hand wanting to return it back to where it came from. Only to see it break into countless fragments on its own before his eyes. Ye Xiajie's eyes turned pale at such a sight.     

Once the crimson glass orbs disappeared within his palm, Ye Xiajie felt uncontrollable fear within him. He returned his gaze to the man within his embrace.     

Their body temperature dropped at a very fast rate, skin turning cold as ice, breathing so shallow that he himself was not sure if it was his breathing or the one in his embrace. He was stunned to his very soul and for the first time in his life, Ye Xiajie didn't know what he should do.     

Suddenly, he felt something within his body coming out and saw that man's transparent soul coming out from his body. This man looked at him and he himself couldn't move his eyes away. A kiss landed on his forehead and before he could ask for forgiveness. Both the man in his embrace and the soul before his eyes fade into nothing. The soul that came out of him was the soul that Xia Jieye had saved in that hidden territory of Ye Mo's wife. The same one used to protect An Liang's daughter who was kidnapped before.      

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Ye Xiajie could even hear his soul screaming with immense pain and madness. Xia Jieye's soul caged within his body broke free and merged with his soul completely this time. It seems that their merging before wasn't permanent but this time they fully merged as one. Like an insane beast who lost his mate, he heard a scream full of agony in his mind. Memories of him and Hei Anjing from those worlds surge within his very soul. Flowing like an endless film in his mind.     

The fake memories his beloved placed in his mind slowly fade with his real memories patching up everything with the truth including his feelings and the real situation they are in. He could now remember everything. He could remember their first meeting. His unrequited love towards him in the first world. His decision to follow him through worlds. When he got his love. Hei Anjing's proud expression. His adorable pouting face made him want to spoil him. The mischievous smiles that make him like a playful devil.     

The first time he held his slender hand. Numerous times he pulled that soft body within his embrace. The first enchanting kiss they've shared. That addictive sweet floral fragrance with a hint of peppermint from him. That unforgettable night they rolled together on the bed. The day they exchanged their eternal vows during their marriage. He could now remember those endless promises of love and wishes for eternity they want to share together.     

But before he could savor the sweet memories they had together, Ye Xiajie recalled the last moments before his wife forcefully sealed his memories. He hated the 'him' that treated others as nothing. His wife's apologies, last words, and that warm kiss. The scene of his lover fading before his eyes brought him back from a bitter reality that it was his fault how things end as such.     

He shouldn't treat his life so lightly. He shouldn't have yearned for the outside world and just stayed with Jing'er in the void. If had just grabbed the happiness within his reach then they would have been happy together even if they only had each other in that dark world.     

Why did he have to desire the light and ignore the spark of beaming life called Hei Anjing? Because of his yearning, he had let himself harm his wife. With his own hands, he broke his beloved's trust, mind, and heart causing him to kill himself.     

Hei Anjing's last words 'My Punishment for you, my Love.' was like a spell, chanted endlessly in his mind. It stirred his soul. He covered his heart as he felt as if it was dug out and the pain was overwhelming.     

The God of End who was thrown out by Hei Anjing had returned. Even though he didn't see how Hei Anjing died, just seeing Ye Xiajie's madness is enough proof to say that his beloved indeed died under his hands.     

He said, "Wow! Is't done? Congratulations! The second phase of the resurrection trial hadst been did completed. The reviv'd one, Ye Xiajie, wast anon fully resurrect'd. The final phase of the resurrection trial shall anon beginneth!"     

Translation: [Wow! Is it done? Congratulations! The Second Phase of the Resurrection Trial had been completed. The revived one, Ye Xiajie, was now fully resurrected. The Final Phase of the Resurrection Trial will now begin!]     

As if Ye Xiajie didn't hear the announcement of the God of End, he was looking dazed as if he lost his soul. Meanwhile, the others can finally move and speak the moment Hei Anjing died. They had witnessed everything. The tragedy that unfolds in front of them. They couldn't help but look at Ye Xiajie who seems to have become a madman.     

The thoughts of Ye Xiajie at this moment. 'Yes, this is a punishment. The worst one that causes me undeniable and unbearable pain. It's more painful than dying.' He was almost going crazy that he couldn't hold back his screams in his agony and resentment for his own self.     

AAARRRGGGHHH!!!     

His reaction is worse as he didn't even know anything when he killed his Jing'er just now. Because he hesitated so much, his baby had to do everything on his own. He just played the role of the bad man fishing, taunting him to do his bidding. He was manipulated yet he can't hate his beloved. Because it was he himself who forced the man he loves to do all the sacrifices for the two of them. Now he felt extremely useless.