My Heart only Beats for You

Chapter 1495 Chapter 1495 "Selina!" Lothar said in a voice louder than Selina, "Listen up. I only have half a month left to live. I don't care if you accept or refuse my proposal to give you my heart, half a month is all I have left. I want to give you to you, and you can live on just like you wished. I have to do this, do you understand!" Selina cried and shook her head. "No, Lothar. Half a month is also time! Even if you only have that left, I can't take your heart. I can't let you do this!" He looked into her eyes as he said, "Do you think I did it for you? Well, you're wrong! I did it for myself." Hearing his words, she was stunned.

A bitter smile appeared on his face. "I only have half a month left to live. By then, I wouldn't be able to see and feel this world anymore. I wouldn't be able to be with Yesseca either. If I give you my heart, you can live my life for me. Take my place in living and seeing the world. Take care of my sister fortoo. Can you do these for me, please?" As he spoke, he pointed outside the window.

From that angle, they could see the clouds in the blue sky. The scenery was beautiful.

He murmured, "Selina, please take my place and live on for me. Feel the world, and take care of Yesseca, please.

I only have 15 days. Even if I did live them out, it would be in pain. I rather give you my heart and make myself happy. Please do this for me." She was completely stunned by his words.

An hour later, Lothar and Selina cout of the room.

He had a relaxed expression on his face.

On the other hand, she did not look too bad either, but there were teardrops in her eyes.

As soon as Selina cout, Matthew pulled her into his arms.

Slowly, he said to her, "No matter what decision you make, I will agree to it. If you want to live, I will live with you. If you want to end your life, I will be with you too." When Lothar saw Matthew hugging Selina, he turned around.

Selina raised her face to look at Matthew. After stime, she said, "Let's have the surgery tonight." She decided to live out Lothar's life for him.

"Okay." Matthew's voice beceven deeper. "We shall have it tonight then." They had lunch at Essie's house, but only oatmeal was served.

Lothar was afraid that Selina and Matthew would not be used to it, so he told them they could have lunch elsewhere.

However, they refused.

As they ate, Selina kept on staring at Lothar.

She knew that this was her last chance to see him.

However, her staring enraged Essie.

She threw the bowl on the table and said, "Can't you eat properly? Why must you stare at others when you eat? Don't you know you'll cause misunderstandings?!" The others were all silent.

Glaring at Essie, Lothar said, "What nonsense are you spouting?" Then he said bitterly, "Selina and Mr. Perry are very much in love with each other. Don't talk rot!" "Humph, indeed they are." With that, Essie glared back at Lothar.

Just because they were in love with each other, did they have to make Lothar sacrifice his own life? What an idiot Lothar was! Essie believed she wouldn't run into another bigger fool than him.

Right then, she was so mad at Lothar for his stupidity.

But soon, her anger dissipated.

If he was a fool, she was one too.

After all, she fed the worm with her own blood for him. But he killed all her hard work by stepping on the worm.

She should have driven this ungrateful man away, but she still wanted to help him.

What was she doing this for? "Essie." Suddenly, Selina called out. "Is it true that Lothar only has 15 days left?" Hearing these words, Lothar felt his heart at his throat.

He looked at Essie, afraid that she might say something wrong.

Essie took a huge mouthful of oatmeal before glaring at Selina and replying, "What do you think? Can't you see how old and withering he looks? Sooner or later, he might face health issues too. Do you think he can live any longer? 15 days was just only my estimation. According to the speed his brain is deteriorating at, I don't think he has many days left!" Selina was confused by Essie's words.

Lothar had told her that he was slowly dying because his physiological function was deteriorating. So why did Essie say that it was his brain instead? However, she did not ask much.

No matter what the reason was, the fact that Lothar only had a few days left remained. Even if she were to get to the bottom of it, she could not change the reality of things. Therefore, there was no need for her to ask more.

At that moment, Selina lowered her head. Her long thick eyelashes were trembling slightly as she said, "Essie, can we push the surgery to a later date? Can we do it on his last day?" Although Lothar had already told her it was not wise to do so, she refused to give up.

Essie sneered.

She was willing, but Lothar wouldn't let them do that! Lothar was afraid that Selina would age more if they waited another day.

She couldn't do anything since it was his last wish.

"No!" Essie's voice was loud as she explained, "His brain is badly damaged. Another day longer, and he might turn into a mad man. Who knows what he will do when he can no longer think and act rationally?" Her words rendered Selina speechless.

She was getting more and more confused, but she decided to drop it.

After lunch, Selina asked Matthew for a favor.

"Matthew, can you cback just before the surgery? I want to spend Lothar's last day with him." Matthew agreed.

"Alright. I'll be back by night." Selina nodded at his reply.

Just then, he caressed her face, saying, "But you have to promiseyou can't be sad." She was feeling bitter inside, but she managed to force a smile. "Rest assured. won't be sad. Lothar explained everything toalready. I already agreed to the surgery, so there's nothing forto be upset about. I'm not sad at all. Really." After Matthew left, Selina and Lothar went to chitchat on the patch of grass outside the house.

Essie was even angrier when she saw this scene.

She then shut herself in the room, sulking on her bed.

Selina and Lothar chatted for the whole afternoon.

Selina wanted Lothar to see Yesseca for one last time, but he refused to.

He pointed at his own face and said, "Selina, how can I meet my sister with this face of mine?" "Yesseca won't dislike you even when you look like this!" she answered.

However, he shook his head. "Selina, I did go see my sister. She's fine. I

don't need to disturb her life. Plus, can't live for much longer. If I go to see her, Fill only go to her sad. R rather not go. And you promisedthat you'll keep it from her

After all, seeing Yesseca would only give her hope. She wouldn't be able to give up. It was better this way. Hearing Lothar's words, Selina abandoned the idea.

She murmured, "Lothar, don't worry. I'll take good care of Yesseca."

He took a deep breath and om deliberately said in a relaxed tone, "Don't worry. I've asked Matthew for ten million dollars as my sister's dowry. I'm not giving you my heart for nothing in exchange." Ashburn X