My Heart only Beats for You

Yet, there was no pain.

Not even the slightest! That whole night, Natalie felt like she was floating in the clouds.

She clung to the sheets tightly as they entwined, stopping herself from groaning uncontrollably out of pleasure. The next morning, Natalie woke up with an intense soreness throughout her body. She stared at the ceiling in a daze as she recalled what happened the night before.

It almost felt like their bodies were melting together. Everything was so intimate that even their panting and moans were in sync. They had done at least ten rounds.

After the final round, Tobias gently placed a kiss on her forehead. "Have a good rest, honey. You don't have to go to work today. I will get Benjamin to arrange your leave of absence. You must be tired after last night." Natalie was too embarrassed to look him in the eye.

She had just carried out the most intimate act with him the night before.

"You're the one who should feel tired," she replied timidly.

Tobias was the one who had exerted the greatest energy being on top. All she did was just lie there.

He murmured affectionately, "I'm worried that you're tired. You should get srest." Just as Natalie was about to argue that she was feeling fine enough to go to work, a thought suddenly cto mind, and she stopped herself.

She nodded obediently and pretended to go back to sleep. After making sure that Tobias was gone, Natalie got off the bed.

Her heart thumped as she flung the sheets off, one by one. There was no trace of blood.

Natalie's blood turned cold.

How could this be? It was her first time! How could she not bleed? She knew that speople would not bleed at their first time, and this was considered completely normal.

But things just did not add up because she didn't even feel pain the night before.

Alarm flashed across her eyes.

Had she slept with another man before she lost her memory? She quickly called Yvonne up.

"Hey, Yvonne. I want to ask you something. Was I in a relationship with another man before I lost my memory?" She blurted as soon as the call went through. Natalie sounded agitated, and Yvonne had never seen her so shaken up before.

Her heart jolted.

Did Natalie remember her relationship with Tobias? If so, then it wouldn't be wrong for her to tell Natalie the truth.

However, she was startled by the great concern in Natalie's voice.

Benjamin had warned her not to remind Natalie of her memories deliberately, or else it would trigger her.

"I... I don't think so," she said evasively.

"Yes or no?" Natalie raised her voice.

Yvonne flinched at Natalie's voice. It scared her a little.

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Pacing across the room, her mind churned as she bit her finger anxiously. She then decided to end the call as soon as possible. She couldn't risk provoking Natalie any further. "Natalie! I just remembered that I have an important matter to attend to. We'll talk about this later, okay?" She quickly hung up.

Yvonne's actions confirmed Natalie's suspicion. She was trying to avoid the topic.

Natalie believed that she must have dated another man before.

Her mind started to whirl.

Who was the man that she dated before? Why couldn't she remember anything about him? Natalie headed towards the hospital immediately.

After all, this was but a mere guess. She needed something solid. She needed confirmation.

The gynecology doctor stared at Natalie with a raised eyebrow. Hesitantly, Natalie spoke in a trembling voice.

"Doctor, last night was my first time. It hurts. Could you helpcheck if I'm injured?" Natalie could not bring herself to ask the doctor if she really was a virgin. It would make her sound like an idiot.

So, she thought up an excuse.

The doctor instructed Natalie to lie down and to spread open her legs.

She put on a glove and examined her private parts.

Natalie bit her lip hard.

A hint of doubt flashed across the doctor's eyes.

Seeing that, Natalie could feel knots forming in her stomach.

The doctor's expression had further confirmed what she was thinking.

Unwilling to accept the truth, she asked, "It was my first tlast night, Doctor. My husband was a little rough. Am I injured?" The doctor glanced at her and shook her head, looking a little impatient.

Discarding her gloves into the trash can, she clucked and said. "Girl, there's nothing wrong with tellingthe truth. I will know everything after the examination, you know?" Natalie stared blankly ahead of her, her eyes vacant.

It really wasn't her first tlast night.

She had done it with another man before she was with Tobias.

Natalie sat alone in the cafe, holding a steaming cup of coffee to warm her hands.

However, her palms were still icy cold.

And her fingers were trembling uncontrollably.

Tobias probably didn't know that she wasn't a virgin anymore.

He wouldn't be so gentle to her if he knew.

A question kept repeating itself in her mind. Who was the man she used to be with? Natalie could not remember, no matter how hard she tried.

Her head hurt. It hurt so much that she couldn't think straight anymore.

After tormenting herself with the squestion in the cafe the entire morning, she finally made up her mind.

Although Tobias didn't know that it wasn't her first time, she couldn't lie to him.

But then, who's the man with her before? She always thought Tobias was her first time.

She had to find out who her previous man was and where he had gone to.

Natalie returned to the Whitlock family's villa at noon.

Hayden was still away at kindergarten, and Cecilia was out. Selina was the only one left at home.

Selina was sitting on the sofa, staring absently into space.

Upon seeing Natalie, she sprang up. "Natalie. You didn't go to work." Natalie's eyes glinted. "I... I had something important to do." "Oh," Selina replied half-heartedly.

Natalie was heading towards her room to pack things up, but stopped short and turned to Selina.

"Selina, do you think that a woman's first tis important?" Natalie's question startled her.

Why would Natalie ask her that? However, she still told her what she thought.

"Yes, I think it is pretty important," she replied.

Natalie's face darkened.

Selina seemed to have thought of something, and she smiled bitterly. "I love that man so much and I stayed chaste to save my first tfor him on our wedding night. Unfortunately, even though he is going to marry me, he doesn't truly love me." Natalie looked at her a little apologetically.

She didn't expect that such a casual question would trigger Selina's wounds.

However, Selina brushed it off and smiled. "By the way, Natalie, don't you have something important to do? You go O ahead." Natalie nodded and walked towards her bedroom.

In fact, there was nothing much for her to pack. She just wanted to cback and see the room for one last time.

The place where she stayed for stime.

She opened the wardrobe and glanced inside. It was all Hayden's clothes his tiny shirts hanging neatly on the wardrobe's rail.

She plopped onto the bed and scanned the room. Toy figurines were arranged from top to bottom, swere scattered all over the floor, sof them hidden on the shelves. Hayden took pride in his collection of toys, and he would always show them off to her.

Tears suddenly welled up in Natalie's eyes.

She hated to leave Hayden, but she had no choice.

Although she only took care of Hayden for a short period of time, she had grown particularly fond of him.

Natalie sniffled.

X Since she had already decided to leave, she shouldn't be thinking about all these.

Besides, Hayden still had his own mother. The woman whom Tobias loved the most-the woman that he could never let go of.