Chapter 125
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1 frowned at those words and the look on her facel
"Walk within the garden?"
She seemed surprised, but nodded. We walked though the the harem's halls. Eventually, we made it to the
gardens. The sound of the fountain reached my ear, and | realized that this was a completely different garden
than the one | had woken up in. Lady Jun bent down, her delicate hands gently brushing over the petals of a
moonflower. She seemed lost in thought, her expression a mix of melancholy and weariness. | approached
slowly, curious about what she would say. Despite everything that had transpired, | had felt a strange sense of
empathy for her. Lady Jun wasn't like the others in the harem. She wasn't consumed by greed or ambition. There
was something deeper, something quieter about her.
Hearing the way she spoke about returning htolda lot.
"Lady Jun," | said softly. "I want to hear your story.
She turned to face me, her eyes widening in surprise before she offered a weak smile. "It's not
a human who survived the Trial of Fire," she said, her voice soft but
nearly as interesting
strained.
"We can trade stories if you'd like."
| moved to stand beside her, glancing down at the flowers she was touching.
"You said that for a reason," | said gently. "If you're okay with tellingwhy..."
Lady Jun let out a long sigh, her shoulders sagging slightly. "I'm not sure 'okay' is something | can ever claim,"
she admitted, her voice tinged with sadness. "Not with everything that's happened. But | suppose that's how life
is for people like us, isn't it?" | frowned, sensing the weight behind her words. "People like us?"
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She looked away, her gaze drifting toward the distant mountains. "Women caught in circumstances beyond their
control. Trapped in decisions they never truly wanted to make. | married into the royal family because | thought it
was my way out... but it wasn't. Not really." | stayed silent, waiting for her to continue. | knew she was speaking
from a place of pain, a place that had likely been hidden for far too long. Did Hayato know?
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"My family," she began again, her voice trembling lightly, "is... difficult. My brother runs our estate, and to say
he's cruel would be an understatement. He rules with an iron fist, controlling every aspect of our lives, including
mine. Even now, he exerts a certain amount of control over me... When | was younger, he dictated who | could
speak to, what | could do. | was never truly free, Morgan, and now I'm in a gilded cage. | thought... | thought
maybe...
Her confession caughtoff guard. | had figured that the lives of the harem were complex, but | hadn't realized
the extent of the hardship sof them endured. | thought of my own family- how | cto be her-and a pang
of empathy hit me. | couldn't imagine the suffocating feeling of being controlled like that.
"| thought Elia had an interest in freeing me."
"You loved him?"
Her lips twitched. "Maybe it would have turned into that under different circumstances."
"I'm so sorry," | murmured. "I had no idea."
Lady Jun gavea sad smile, her eyes glassy with unshed tears. "That's why | married Hayato," she continued,
her voice barely above a whisper. "I thought that being a part of the imperial family would be an escape, a way
to distance myself from my brother's reach. But..." She trailed off, shaking her head. "Well... it wasn't that
simple.
| swallowed the lump forming in my throat. "You don't... actually want to help Elia. Your brother
wants him on the throne."
She stiffened at the words, her breath catching slightly.
"What did Elia promise him?"
"Power. More territory... a seat on the Elders." Her lips twitched. "I didn't know until... until well, | had already
married Hayato. He made it clear that | was married to the king only in name."
She sniffled, dabbing her eyes. "I haven't even been allowed to have a proper wedding night."
| scoffed. "How could he possibly know that..." My gut plummeted. "He's watching you, somehow."
She nodded. "He has... people installed in the palace among the guards and the staff who report to him about
what I'm doing. He's... practically promisedto Elia."
Along with all the money. | nodded.
"| suspected that your situation was more complicated than it seemed. The amounts weren't big
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enough... They were better hidden, too." | smiled. "You're the smart one."
She blinked. "I'm... flattered."
"It's true, and I'm sorry. I'd like to work with you."
""To what end?"
"Well... one to get you to a point that you can defend yourself." Her eyes widened. "And | think that perhaps a
member of the imperial family is more suited to running a family."
| took a seat on the bench. "And... | could use someone to pass information | want passed to Elia
and his allies."
*You wantto be a spy for you."
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"I want you free," | said. "And | find it hard to believe that your brother and Elia would be able to complain about
you having the ear of the Crown Princess."
She blinked and worried her lip. She looked so vulnerable and uncertain. | could see how he might have preyed
on her vulnerability.
"Elia," she whispered, her face twisting with regret. "He promisedso many things. He said he would help me-
help freefrom my family's grip, from my brother. He madebelieve that if | supported him, I'd finally be
able to live without fear, but..." Her voice cracked, and | could see the guilt weighing heavily on her. "I figured
out quickly that he and my brother are the sperson.
"And they should both be punished." | smiled. "I don't think it would take much convincing to get them both put
on the exile block."
Her eyes widened. "Do you... really think that the Crown Prince would do such a thing... for me?"
"For you? | don't know... But so that his father could actually have a concubine who is completely loyal?
Absolutely." | smiled. "I think Tsuneo will more than understand that you were just trying to survive, and act
accordingly."
Lady Jun's eyes met mine, filled with gratitude and shame. "I never wanted to betray Hayato. | never wanted any
part of this mess. But | didn't see any way out."
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you tell him and Queen Haruka when they get back, but for now, think about what you want." | stood. "We all
make choices when we're scared," | said, my voice gentle. "And sometimes, those choices aren't what we would
have made if we felt safe. You were trying to protect yourself. | can understand that. They will too. The question
is what you choose to do now that you have
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people on your side."
She wiped at her eyes, a small, broken laugh escaping her lips. "It's strange, isn't it? How the people who seem
to have everything are often the ones suffering the most."