Chapter 155
155 Ayla I regretted the text as soon as I sent it. The past three and a half weeks after waking up from my coma Griff has been amazing. We have slowly been getting back into the swing of it. And we are spending every weekend together. He still bringscoffee in bed every morning and he is the most supportive mate I could ever ask for. I love working and training with Isabella and both my therapy and physical therapy have been very helpful. The only thing missing is being intimate with my mate. And it is not like I haven’t initiated things either. He just always stops at a kiss. The weird thing is I can. smell and feel his arousal. Maybe it is not that he isn’t attracted toany longer. Since his body seems to respond. All I know is that I should have just asked him about it. Instead of sending him a passive-aggressive text. The fact that I told him I loved. him in the stext doesn’t make a lot of difference. Feeling guilty I get up, I will just go over to him and apolo… But before I got out of my seat the door to my office slammed open. Without a word, Griffin turns around and locks the door. Before making his way over toin big strides. “Don’t ever tellI do not want to be able to mindlink with you. Do you know how scared I was to never hear that beautiful voice of yours in my mind ever?” He growls. And I don’t think I have ever seen him so mad. I start to apologize but he cutsoff by pulling me closer to him and slamming his lips on mine. One hand is wrapped in my hair so I can’t move. Not that I wanted to, I melt into him kissing him back, opening my mouth to give him access. Which he eagerly takes, his kiss is domineering and shatter. Shatter into a thousand needy pieces. Thank the Moon Goddess though this twhen he breaks the kiss because we both need to breathe, he rests his forehead against mine. The initial anger and passion are now replaced by something tender. “I know we need to talk but I need you, I’ve been fighting how much I still need you, how much I still want you. How much I crave to see my netched on your skin so much. That now I finally
realize you want the sthing I don’t want to waste my ttalking unless you needto” His breathing still comes out chopped. As if he is still out of breath, but I don’t if that is because of the heat of the situation we are in now. Or because of the kiss. And it’s no big deal, he wantslike I want him. He never stopped wanting me, we have shown we are not always the best at talking. “I want to be yours in every Griff” I breathe out, hoping we can just sk ip to showing each other instead of telling. I hop on the desk pulling him closer, but he steps back and for at second I am confused. Until he tells me; “We’re not doing this here, Darling” Before pickingup in bridal style and walkingtowards the door. I know I am forgetting something, but my mind is so hazy with lust. My body is on edge craving his touch and I cannot form any coherent thought. Not until we, Griffin steps outside the office, still carrying me. And we cface to face with Isabella. Sh it, I had a meeting with her, she was going to go over sof the systems she has in place ast the Queen to keep track of the packs and what is going on. 川 “Sorry, Mom, Ayla and I need the rest of the weekend off” Griff winks at her, not caring about the fact that it is his mother who will know what is going on. “No, problem this seems to be more important” She giggles, letting us know that she actually does know what we are about to do. Wolves, in general, are pretty open about mating, but Griff seems extra careless today. Like he was just desperate to finally make love toagain, to finally mark me. He just strode to our chambers, opened the front door, and walked up to the bed where he gently laiddown. Only to rush out of his clothes so much that he ripped his T-shirt. It madegiggle but seeing Griffin getting undressed, his erection straining against his jeans. Smelling the heady scent of his arousal hadstruggle to get out of my clothes as soon as I could, too. My scars had been healing, and I had been putting on a little of the weight I lost, but my body still
wasn’t like it used to be before. The way Griffin’s eyes roamed over my body, his eyes shifting color showingConan wanted to take control, madefeel so wanted and se xy. It madewant to take control and make Griffin feel just how much I wanted him to. So I slid to the edge of the bed just as he took a step closer to get into bed with me. I traced my nails over his hard, toned stomach, eliciting a deep grunt from him. Seeing his body quiver as my nails drew closer. Until I took him in my mouth, without hesitation, without a warning. Enjoying the control I had over him now. “F uck, Darling” he grunted and I reveled in it. Trailing my free hand over his perfect body as I continued orally pleasuring him. His hands found their way into my hair but he letset the pace. Way too soon, I felt his body tense up. 三 O 155 Ayla 1288 Vouchers “Don’t woo” but his words were cut off by theasm that seemed to slam into him.. It made sense since it had been too long, but, one look at Griff showedhe was nowhere near done with me. Like he seemed to try to reassureabout. Not that it would have mattered that much. Just the feeling of knowing he still wants me. Knowing that he is still attracted towould have been enough for now. He dropped to his knees, spreading my legs, eager to return the favor. And I let him, I would always let him. Within seconds, I felt heat pool up in my stomach. And all I could breathe out was how much I missed this, how much I missed him. Before I fell back on the bed the pool of heat overflowed, leaving my body feeling weightless for a few glorious seconds as I basked in the bright white light consuming me. Griffin used that tto crawl in bed with me, shifting my body so I was no longer partially hanging over the edge of the bed. On his knees. between my legs, I could see he was still eager. Wanting more but it was like he was holding out waiting for something. Until he spoke up, lettingknow exactly what he wanted:
“Darling, I still need more of you, want more but I need to know can I mark you?” |||