Master's Untamed Wife

Chapter 804 Heartless Xian

　　Tang Hebe was having another headache, and this had nothing to do with her injury. It was all because of herself. She never thought one day she'd be in such a situation. 

　　"Stop worrying about me, Sister Mi," said Tang Hebe. 

　　She was actually recalling Shui Xian's words and actually felt relieved to know that he didn't blame her for Raelle's miscarriage. Instead, it seemed he was thankful to her that she saved Raelle's life. Although she wanted to call Shui Xian heartless, even she knew what he was like. Once he loved someone, he loved that person with his whole self. 

　　She had been that person once upon a time. And that's why she was even more clear about who he was. And she was also clear about how much she hurt him. And how painful it must have been for him. 

　　He had always been a very simple person. If he loved you, he'll put you at the top of his heart. No one can match your status in his heart. So, even if she was his ex-wife and the person he once loved, she couldn't compete with Raelle. Shui Xian always made a clear line between people. 

　　Now that she was his past, he'd keep her just as that past. 

　　He'd never let this past mess up with his present. The present he seemed to cherish a lot.

　　She could only sigh at her own thoughts. 

　　"Ms. Tang, would you like to inform your family about this accident?" asked the nanny once she was done helping Tang Hebe with wiping her body.

　　"What family?" retorted Tang Hebe. "I've long left the Tang family. They have nothing to do with my life and death. I told you before that even if I die, you're not supposed to tell anyone from the Tang family. You can call my cousin but no one else." Suddenly recalling something, she asked, "You didn't tell my cousin about my accident, did you?"

　　"No," replied the nanny. "I was planning on waiting for a few days before deciding whether to call her or not."

　　"Don't call," said Tang Hebe. "She is on her honeymoon. I don't want her to rush back into this situation. Besides, it's not like I died."

　　"But you scared me," told nanny Mi. She was genuinely very worried when she learned about Tang Hebe's accident. 

　　"Relax," said Tang Hebe. "It was just temporary memory loss. It was a little frustrating but it has no effect on my health. I'm still well and good." Seeing the nanny nodding her head, she was satisfied. "What about my baby? Where is he?"

　　"Young Master is sleeping," informed the nanny while pointing towards the couch in the ward.

　　Tang Hebe couldn't see her baby from where she was, so she wanted to get up and rush to him. The nanny stopped her and said, "Ms. I'll bring the Young Master to you."

　　Tang Hebe thought about it before she nodded, "Okay. But be careful. Don't startle him. Let him sleep."

　　"Yes," the nanny smiled at Tang Hebe's worried expression. She was reassured that Tang Hebe was fine now and had her memories back. After all, the only time she looked this concerned was when it involved her son.

　　The nanny gently hugged the small boy into her arms and brought him to Tang Hebe's bed. Because she was staying in the VIP ward, the bed was very big. An adult could lie down comfortably with Tang Hebe much less a small child.

　　As soon as the little child was put on the bed, he looked uncomfortable and looked like he was gonna wake up. Tang Hebe instantly put her hand on his back and lovingly patted him back to sleep. As if he could recognize the touch in his sleep, he scooted over to that familiar warmth and buried himself into Tang Hebe's body as he clutched her clothes tightly into his small hand.

　　Tang Hebe felt her heart-melting and her eyes stung. She leaned down to kiss his head and whispered, "Baby, Mom missed you so much."

　　She really did. The most painful thing about her memory loss was that she couldn't even recognize her own son and now that she thought about it, it really hurt her. How could she forget her darling? Remembering how he looked at her when she didn't recognize him, broke her heart.

　　"Ms. Tang," the nanny called out Tang Hebe cautiously.

　　"Hmm?"

　　"Is that Mr. Shui Xian really Young Master's father?" asked the nanny.

　　Tang Hebe looked up at her and said, "If he was, he'd be here. He isn't an irresponsible person who would leave his own child behind because of his personal differences. Just know that Shui Xian has nothing to do with Justin. Don't just randomly make guesses, it can affect his marriage and I don't want that."

　　Even if she said that she actually believed that it was difficult to affect Shui Xian's relationship with Raelle considering how that girl was a very rational person and was definitely not driven by her emotions. 

　　All of a sudden, she was mad at herself again. How was she supposed to get close to Raelle now that Raelle already figured out how she hated her? Tang Hebe felt like pulling her hair. Her amnesiac self couldn't even hide her emotions. Not like her non-amnesiac self could do a better job at it.

　　But at least her non-amnesiac self didn't hate Raelle. 

　　In the end, she had to say Shui Xian was right. She was the one who made Raelle an invisible love rival in their relationship while Raelle was even oblivious to the existence of her and Shui Xian as well. And Shui Xian was also right when he said that they weren't meant to be.

　　They fought with everyone for their love but in the end, they couldn't protect that love. Maybe, fate was never in their favor and since they kept challenging fate, things kept going wrong.